shadesofgreyy-

2008-03-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

Moved.

Thnks fr th mmrs.

Edit: If you didn't know by now, there's probably no reason for you to :3

2007-08-24T08:28:00.000-07:00

BAH.
OHHH neopets has been rollingggg my whell of monotony for FOUR hours straight and its still not stopping so im here to blogg :D

TODAY IS OLD SCHOOL WEEK.
oh crap i LOOOVE old cartoons oh crap :')

1. BEAR IN THE BIG BLUE HOUSE.
ROAR i still rmb it used to air at like 430 every day after primary school :D then i'll call jane ong and we'll both sing the GOODBYE SONG TOGETHER :D the moon, the bear and the BIGBLUEHOUSE! we'll be waiting for you to come and play :')

2. CAPTAIN PLANET MY HUANBAO HERO :D
omg this was my favorite in kindergarden :'( HAHA. omg omg it was the 11.30 time slot! :D and OH me and jie would watch tv and when we channel surfed she'll quickly try and skip CP cause she thinks its stupid ): BUT WE ALWAYS WATCH IT IN THE END :D i love captain pollution! :D he's darn cool (: and i love linka and wheeler! :D and the cute little monkey and OH YAH DOCTER DEATH, or wtv her name is :D hurr now suwenns gonna say im mad again ):
BUT damn youtube, they deleted all the CP vids ;'(
REMEMBER KIDS, the power, is YOURS! :D

3. MUMMIES ALIVE IS LOVE.
HAHAH I LOVE JA-KAL! he has cool falcon-transformation powers and can fly and shoot flaming arrows. (zomg this is starting to sound like GRANDSAZERS ): ) hmph. cant reember much about this sadly though ): xept that i used to hate it. NOW ITS LOVE :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D3vhpk7DhZM

4. DOUBLE DRAGON!!!!!!!
MY FAVORITE SHOW LIKE, EVER :D omg omg but noone ever watches it, shit ass ): like srsly not even nat drea jm charlotte lou jol gets swen clauds shu jia has heard of it before ): I LOVE DOUBLE DRAGON. jimmy and billy lee are dragon masters! :D OH WELL. WORDS CANT DESCRIBE. so watch the video! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJcJTs9NUl4
fight for might, the right of the dragon!
live the code, the code of the dragon,
leave the mark, the mark of the dragon,

fight for might, the right of the dragon!!! :D

5. doubledare2000!! :D
HAHA forgot abt this one till charlotte reminded me omg omg how could i have forgotten this darn awesome show! :D all the slime and goo! oh nd i love legends of the hidden temple too! :D

6> BLUES CLUES! :D
our handy dandy, NOTEBOOK! -ding!-
i love blue, he's sooo cute! :D

EH GTG. OMG NEOPETS (:
WHEEL HAS STOPPED SPINNING!

pioneer tmr!
(OMG YES I GOT A MAZZEW FROM THE WHEEL! )
haha wish us luck :D
hiking along with nth but topo skills. bah.

2007-08-07T03:45:00.000-07:00

No Words To Say? I'll Give You Mine
we'll pocket all the hurt, so just stay;

HAH, so maaany things have happened since i last blogged >:(

- clauds and i got back tgt cause she begged me so hard to be her bf again :O
- poore says its my fault my friends are 'rude' :O
- gets and i fought.
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUWENN! :D
- gets and i MADE UP :D
- poore scolded me ):
- natchen finds tay 'rather attractive' :O
- jm and her lover are still going strong >:(
- i got a prettaye new shirt from m&s! :D
- people complained that im a shittypoo comm :O
- ME AND JOL RUSHED TO KINO TODAY CAUSE ITS ECLIPSE DAY!
- but eclipse stock didnt arrive yet >:O
- my legs are breaking. ):

oh if you dont even know at least two of the above, you're a shitty friend.
and im serious.
gets and i created new lyrics about you.
something like that. cant really remember.

" you can count the number of
friends you have with half a finger
and all you know 'bout them
you can stuff in a gnats ear.

beggars can't be chosers
but at least we pick our friends
i think i'm gonna hate you &
not just for a while either.

it's not like i wanted this to happen; "

HAH. something like that. we discussed it over longbread while jolene chewed her kangkong demurely. but seriously, sometimes i wonder can i even call you a friend? you know the moment me and gets made up after the Poooore Incident, we rushed to macs after jol and lou left to grab a meal and talk about you. shall just be serious and honest. we took around 2 minutes to list even a single good point about you. and in the end all we came up with was 'smart.' and that was after two fucking minutes. and after that we gave up and the bad points just kinda flowed.

i really cant stand the way you want everything to be perfect when someone else does the work.
and i really really hate the way you use me as your fucking doormat.
the way you step all over me and use me and be nice to me only if there's something in it for you in return. and when you dont need me? you ignore me and totally treat me like dirt until the next time you need a freaking favor.
you're selfish, egoistical, and you have no fucking care for other peoples emotions.
cause you're always the first priority isnt it.
you make sure you get where you want to go and you'll be willing to step on as many people as required to get there.

today would have been one of the best days i'd had in a long time if you hadnt ruined it for me. thanks loads.

on a happier note, worldtradegames was freak awesome! :D jol made my day when she reminded me what DATE it was :D ECLIPSE DATE OF COURSE (: haha then we went for worldtradegames and me nat jm bella got sorted into thailand! :D (HAHA YA RIGHT. we swapped countries like ten times before -.- ) so it was really darn fun, and with me nat and jms excellent ~~theiving~~ negotiable skills, we brought thailand from the slumps to the freaking richest country :D and we won the entire game zomgness! :D yes we won europe, usa and saudiarabia (sniggers at clauds) and all the other countires! :D

recess was bad.

back at the games, jm lent me a listening ear :D and nat was nice (: HAHA. so yay i was fine after that (: then after school me and swen played this amazing game i invented (: like list all the words related to a category and the one who cant, loses! (: haha quite funny cause we were like chest! breast! boob! boob is same as breast >: ( hair! hair folicle! vena cava! :D etc. lou joined in after a while HAHA and swen lost >: D

then jol and i went towning to look for the perfect red shirt for me and to buy eclipse! :D HEE we nearly started a tornado the way we were holding hands running arounf the entire kino before we realised the stock hadnt arrived :O drowned our sorrows in hokkaido and went paragon as a last resort since didnt see anything nice :/ finally got a nice shirt! (:

heh tuitions getting awesomer (: love my tuition buddies! :D

btw, if you wanna ask me if im refering about you in my post, dont. cause if you DO think i'm referring about you, it means that you think that you yourself sound like the person im talking about. which also means that you think youre doing some of the mean stuff above, doesnt it?

cause you wont feel anything if you havent done anything.

HAPPY FIFTEENTH , SUWENN! <3

& as the roses lift their heads to catch;
a glimpse of my demise.

2007-07-25T07:21:00.000-07:00

The Perfect Words Never Crossed My Mind;

Albus Severus Harry James Potter. <3

snape, love
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ILOVEMCNAUGHT :D
MCNAUGHT MEN ARE DAMN HOT. HEE.
okay me and natloh are freak crazy over kingdom of dreams. I LOVE ROYCE WESTMORELAND :D

he's damn hot and sweet and dark and mysterious :D
hmm lets see.

.:portrayal of the MCNAUGHT(WO)MEN :.

-JIAFENG as ROYCE WESTMORELAND!!! :D
-NATLOH as AGNES. WAHAHA. >;D
-ANDREA PANG as hm. ELINOR :D

this week's been horrid with the exception of today o.O
stupid geog test, it's a miracle if i can get above 8/25.
then math test tmr and chinese and chem test on friday.
hmm nice of them to cram all my weakest subjects in a week.

softball was awh-some! :D haha i caught 3 fly balls :D
math UNSW was stupid. who wants to find out 'bout the distance a bee flies in a cube anyway. >:/

hm that reminds me. wanted to post this last week but there wasnt connection :/

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Would You Believe Me If I Said I Didn't Need You. (aka my last weeks post)

RAWR. okay life has been uberr great lately ;D
firstly.
MEET ~~pythagorus~~ ~~pythareria~~ ~~hypothenuse~~ TRIGO!/TANGENT! :D

okay SHE'S (stares pointedly to PEOPLE who call HER a HIM) freaking adorable :D

i love love love her. PUREBRED SYRIAN :D one month FEMALE (: zomgness its $30 >:/ but totally worth it HAHA. blah sister thought hamsters cost 150+ -.-
AND im damn proud to say, just after four days, shes perfectly tame (to me) and actually feeds directly from my hand now :D

SECOND.
MY DAD FREAKING BOUGHT A NINTENDO Wii! :D zomgness its the awesomest ever! :D better that wtv xbox360 or nintendo ds or ps3. HAH :D
its damn cool. like if you move your right hand then your characters right hand will move! :D ahh the wonders of sensor. i bought spidey3 to play! :D damnnn cool. can mime shooting web in real life and POOF spidey onscreen follows my every move! :D

THIRD.
I LOVE MATH :D HAHA. thanks to natloh! (: like the New Leaf Programme is like going smoothly (:
and misspoores damn nice to me now that im paying attention in class, hurray! :D she keeps smiling at me (: and laughing at mine and natlohs sudden enthusiam in TRIGO. :D btw. nat is officially trigo's advisor (:

FOURTH >:/
am damn behind schoolwork sigh. i still owe gregnun the lit essay from term one : O and english essay dur tmr AND lit due tues AND 100page geog test on tues AND math test on thurs AND bloody freaking CHEM :X test on friday AND tingxie on friday :/

FIFTH. :D
I LOVE GETS LOU JOL! :D

JOL!'s damn freaking WHEE. hahah al our harrypotter times this week and planning to go borders at 5:30 :D oh thanks to jol for walking home with me cause she kinda felt that i needed company :D OPERATION MALKINS AND OLIVANDERS! (: HAHA. i want phoenix wand (: DARK PHOENIX, JEAN GREY? :D

GETS!'s damnnn RETARDED, HAHAHA. awesome S.T.O.P and bitching and just retarding around the whole week :D thanks for the help at the ZOO! and haha jiayou for the 'bettering of yourself' programme -.- AND NO SPOILERS, PLEASE >: ( [a/n: EH. dont be depressed, youre not stupid and you hair dont suck (: ]

LOU!'s just her awesome self :D haha putting up with my moodswings and all :/ THOUGH SHE DIDNT GET MY CHEMISTRY JOKE >:O hahah THANKS loads for the letter! love SMUDGESOFRED :D we must totally continue our WASHY adventure (: kao im damn fat now ): ate loads of friedfood ):

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(back to current day)

jiamin natloh jiafeng! :D [CHECK OUR MY PILLOW HAHA]
i like that pict (: its darn cute :D

THE MCNAUGHTSHIPPERS! :D
WE LOVE WESTMORELAND :D

<3!!!!

The Black Wolf;
Kingdom Of Dreams

2007-07-10T04:36:00.000-07:00

Go On, Leave Me Breathless;

am still in denial [according to lou] about giselebundchens leave. like omf >:(
stupid victorias secret. JUST GIVE HER the million dollar payrise la she so freaking deserves it, YAY! :D
i think she has like, the hottest legs in the world :/

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anyway, past week has been one of the best in this year! :D
got 91.7% on my math test ZOMG <3>:D
commanding's growing on me. >:D
love love love comms!
and the RALLY. WAS. AWESOME. SHIT! :D
i so know andreas gonna kick ass (:
VOTE ANDY, YOUR HANDY CANDYYY!
ended the sunday by watching the night transformers show :D on suwenns insistence. :/
she was damn sure i would like it HAHA. okay la not bad :/
the Girl (yes her name still escapes me) has a hot bod (:

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THIS WEEK STARTED BADLY >: (
STUPID ENGLISH ESSAY. worked fucking hard on it and adrianwong sorta told me it sucks >:( so i can kiss the whole 8points thing bye. ):
sigh, was so sad that i cried in jol's class while she laughed about her stupid chinesecompo >:(
oh well! :D
WHEN LIFE IS SOUR, DRINK SOURSOP (:
thanks to jol and swen for making me feel much better! (:
AM STILL SCARED I'LL FAIL ENGLISH THOUGH >:(

Neeways, chinese olevel oral today! xD
okay was damn damn scared and nervous during chem, but thank god i gained back my usual lazy/heckcare attitude an hour before oral. i think i do better when i dont really care (: [LOOK AT MY SHAKESPEARE ESSAY >: ( ]
okay la, quite confident i'll get a pass x) i think i'll get credit! and if im realy really lucky, a lowww distinction! (:

OH YEAHS.
THANKS LOADS TO FOOSUWENN AND TANJIAMIN FOR THEIR DARN SWEET BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!

i love them to bits! (: the loaded candybox's from jm, the damn nice frames from swen :D
OH. AND I FINALLY GOT MY BUNCHEN SHOES!!!!! :D

hahah thanks loads to sngjiayan! (: i guess that means no more movie/dinner? >:(

and finally. FOOTDRILL LAST WEDS. me and gets woke up at the CRACK OF DAWN. okay before that. i woke at 5.30, gets woke at five i assume. (: ALL CAUSE WE WANTED TO BE EARLY FOR FOOTDRILL FOR ONCE :D (and forever, heee!)
here's our PROOF OF HOW EARLY WE WERE. not even six fifty, how bout that >:D

Whitney, My Love.

2007-06-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

In the Back of Yellow Checkered Cars <3

sometimes taking the longest way home is also the best.
and the things you look forward to arent all that great after all.

Walking Home with Gets was Amazing :D
Reciting commands like bullettrains and figuring with damn leg to hantakaki/berhanti on.
finally we got our magic formula! :D

hantakaki: [dont mention to me again zomg. >:'( ] -still remains unsure.-
berhanti: sequad ber-ha-aa-ahn-ti!
OR seq-kuad ber-han-ti!

i love oriang disamulung kenandiam. (:
we love keblakang :D

went to grab bubbletea along the way. some etiope, bead, acorn (pick one) spilled her tea right next to my feet and got chocolate stains all over our socks and shoes and DIDNT EVEN SAY SORRY. wtfness. decided to be nice and let other ppl cut our queue and WHAT HAPPENED?! ;O like six other ppl decided they could cut our queue too! >:(
but finally got my honey milk teaaa! :D

continued discussing our horrible commanding. yes this time we're REALLY GOING TO SUE sbs. >:(
psst! left home fifteen minutes earlier than usual and reach with five min to spare :D
gets left super early also had had lots of time to spare and WHAT HAPPENED? :O
the 6.45 bus didnt come >:(
and guess what? it's 265. shocker.

realised we're horrible worrible commanders ): [I EFFING SAID A WRONG COMMAND >:'(]
so we decided to PULL UP OUR SOCKS :D
and we stopped at the nearest void deck, whipped out my handphone and STARTED DOING FOOTDRILL :D hee took turns being comm and squad! and practiced the whole 'cool-and-low-yet-confident-and-forceful-with-superb-clarity-and-precision tone.' recorded everything down and LEARNT FROM OUR MISTAKES :D spent like damn long there.

gets thinks my legs are nice.
someone please tell her fat shapeless horrible legs are not nice. :/

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had sex ed talk today. ;D jiamin is sooo dumb and hilarious.

one.
-class-
charlotte: i think you're psychic! -awe and admiration-
jf: i think so too! after all, i'm like the daughter of jean and logan :D
charlotte: ... ... jiamin! jiafengs going crazy. she thinks shes the daughter of jean grey.
jm: chee kway?! who's chee kway!
charlotte: -dies laughing
jiafeng: &%#$%^&*( >:( !!!!!!!

two.
-during sex ed talk.-
jm: hey jiafeng what if they do it, then got so much friction and ZHAO HUO?
jf: WTF lmao hahahahah!
like wtf and she said it in the really innocent and curious way xD

three.
-in MATH class-
jiafeng: jiamin! i miss _(someone)_! ):
jiamin (shocked and delighted) : HUH?!?!?!!? -screams-
-everyone stares-
o.O

told ya i missed school :D

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softball today was awesome shit :D
scored a homerun! :D AND caught a fly ball HEE. (:

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A penny for your thoughts
But a dollar for your insides
And a fortune for your disaster
I'm just a painter and im drawing a blank

We only want to sing you to sleep
In your bedroom speakers wooh!
We need umbrellas on the inside
Get me just right

They say quitters never win
But we walk the plank on a sinking ship
Theres a world outside of my front door
That gets off on me being down

Oh oh oh!

I could learn to pity fools
As i'm the worst of all
I can't stop feeling sorry for myself

oh oh oh oh oh oh !

We only want to sing you to sleep
In your bedroom speakers Wooh!
We need umbrellas on the inside
Get us right

They say quitters never win
But we walk the plank on a sinking ship
Theres a world outside of my front door
That gets off on me being down

Broken down on memory lane
Alone together, we're alone
Broken down on memory lane
Alone together, we're alone

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dum dum, -snap snap-, dum dum, -snap-
dum dum, -snap snap-, dum dum, -snap-
dum dum, -snap snap-, dum dum -snap-
CHING CHING, chuka chuka
nenenenenenenenenenenenenenenenen
nenenenenenenen
WHOA-OH-OH OH.

who can tell me which FOB song this -points up- comes from shall get a prize :D

;now press repeat.

2007-06-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

Dont Pretend You Ever Forgot 'Bout Me. [we dont fight fair]

WHEE!
i love first day of schools. all the excitment buzzing and seeing old friends :D
today was pretty great, sides the horrible SStest last term that i failed terribly gah.
hee this aint a scene!

Just started on Stephen King's 'Cell'. its shit awesome and incredibly grusome. like started the book with a great bang of like what, ten deaths in ten pages? all horrific os, mind you. this woman ripping the ear of her dog out, then another teenage girl bit her throat off in turn. hm.

The Pulse.

here's a quote i found highly amusing.
'He was naked except for a pair of what looked like brand-new Nikes with bright red swooshes. His cock swung from side to side like the pendulum of a grandfather clock on speed.'

i love randomness and the time to blog (:

2007-06-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

Run From The Noise Of The Street And The Loaded Gun;

hm i seem to be blogging a lot these few days.
schools today! and i havent touched a single hw but who cares (:
i always have time to rush it in the end anyway.

sigh.
i really really miss jiamin. gah. for a few days now. weird and unexplainable but yeah.
she's really nice :D i miss miss miss tablemates!
i love threetruth.

i think jolene should get a blog (: and that gets and lou should blog more. and that we should have a sizzle blog! :D im rambling.

been doing harrypotter research! zomg ppl from my tuition class told me that theyre lots of rumours hermione's gonna die saving ron. ): hmm after doing my own reading up, i dont think so though. haha but that didnt stop me and jolene from doing extensive hours of research (that cut into our bathing times ): ) and talking for hours to discuss possibilities. bah.

im going to buy a lighter tmr. period. have been wanting to get one since p5. hmm think ill get from 77th street though i really want a zippo (: so i can flip the cap when im bored and light the candles at my bedside (: whee fire :D

actually i can't wait for school to start (:
but i'll miss the gameboys and sleeping more than half the day (:

oh well the friends are worth it though <3

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tears stream, down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
tears stream, down your face and I

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones.
and i will try
to fix you.

2007-06-23T05:22:00.000-07:00

we walk the plank on a sinking ship;

hongkong was awesome shit. :D HEE bought loads of stuff there considering my usual notinterestedinclothes-self. free and easy trip. the food was good haha! and ive become obsessed with high end stuffs. like fantasizing over LV and chanel and dior. blah.

dad bought mom a fendi bag. hmm.

hee dad was very nice throughout this trip! :D bought me loads of stuff (: and talked to me more haha!

went disneyland! its crazy small but really magic :D i love mainstreet shops! i saw this freaking adorable eeyore and fell in love with it la :D really uber duber cute. but it was 95sing! and knew dad would kill me so i didnt get it ): oh me and my sister sat like all the rides. and saw all the shops. its that small :/ anddd we took pictures with jack sparrow! :D :D

shit i just went to weigh and i freaking put on TWOKG SINCE CRUISE :O

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day after hk was great! :D went for the healthy lifestyle badge thingum and dragged sizzle to town after that cause i insisted on going to ngeeann :D to fantasize more abt the highendbrands and look at the guess/boss models and the zara manaquins :D lou and i think zara manequins are uber hot :D HEE. oh its loh now, not lou :D cause i got myself a boyfriend, teehee! (que: who needs clauds anyway :D ) haha yay lou's logan (on my insistance) and im jean! (: so yay we're an item. AND ~~lou~~ loh's damn nice. (psst, loh for loh-gahn!) like i'll as her to carry my bag and she'll comply! HEE. nice boyfriend :D

lou: omg my hairs a wreck.
jf: LOH! logan doesnt care abt his hair! ): -glares and pouts-
lou: oh okay sorry jeannie.
jf: ee your jeannie sounds horrid. just say red :D
lou: ... hm. HEY! -points to smth manutd.- DO YOU SEE SMTH RED? :D
jf: oh, you mean my hair?

:D :D

went kino to buy comics YAY! :D my collection is expanding madly :D jolene bought two thick thick slabs o.O really slabs la the books were that thick :D then went to take neos on gets insistance! the first time ive taken since secone o.O was damn damn damn fun though! :D i loved the ones i designed. i wrote INFINITY ON HIGH in DAMN fob-ish font la. yay it looks like the album print one :D and it was highly coveted :D -smiles and gets and lou-

went home with jol hahaha! sigh tried to trap her again so she'll go back to yck with me and take 13 home, but conscience got in the way :/ im so ncie to jol la. hmm im nice to everyone.

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ystd was prettaye fun too! :D went to make ic in the morning. was hell, but nvm. all i can say is i look damn damn gross ): I LOOK LIKE A MALAY FUGITIVE ): then rushed to amk to meet bougain! hee i love bougain :D WE WENT TO THE ARCADE HAHAHA OMG. damn fun. all thanks to me heeeeee! daytonaed like MAD. kept giving chances, thats why i didnt come in first. -nods meaningfully- kicked ass at timecrisis! (: but i so prefer house of the dead :/ its funner! and drummania is love. THERE WAS NO PARA ZOMGNESS. HAHA. damn sad D: ohh i met gwyneth. i seem to meet her a lot :O dno how many time alr haha.

then went to buy bbq goods! (: ended up buying more for myself than the whole bougain put tgt ): i knew i shouldnt have bought the hello panda for my sister! D: sighs. stupid sec twos kept hiding my food ): cause they said its disgusting. D: D: hahaha but they're very easy and fun to bully :D and kristins quite nice, she helped me carry stuff (granola bars) and let me eat her potato things! (: and ethellimjiekai became my second bf :D warren worthington! (: after hours, decided what to buy (we ended up with only sausages and mashmallows and fishballs) and we went back to amk to meet becca! then set off haha.

was okay, prettaye fun. the wires kept tripping but was fun anyway! im a good cook! (: think we bonded some haha! then went for a midnight walk with loh! (: woke all the dogs but who cares mannzzxzxz. family called! yay to ask if i wanted to watch the oceans13 night show. duh yes :D so left the bbq at 9ish and bussed home with becca priscilla and seeyi. hmm. quite funny.

pris: eh i very scared leh.
jf: why?
pris: i scared you take our squad, then later you command halfway and 'KAO!' cause you say wrongly.
jf: &*$^@^() KAOOO! ):

HEE.
then watched oceans! BP IS HOT. :D nope not badenpowell but bradpitt! :D he's like love. the wholething was good :D funny hahaha! and the whole casino thingum was uber cool. felt quite bad for the antagonist tho. ): ended around midnight.

gah. shall go offline and talk to lou/loh now! :D
randomness: I LOVE FOB! <3

psst. my current goal is to become glam! (:
psst again! my sillyyy sister made cheesecake. WITHOUT EGGS HEEHEE (:
pssssssst. photos anothe day, promise! :D sister kidnapped the camera D: she must have mixed it up with the eggs ):

2007-06-21T18:21:00.000-07:00

Of Emcees And Farewell
warning: this is a ficking LOOOONG post.

extract from gets's blog.

"its so soon. keep thinking its only yesterday when we entered guides and treated the sec twos (now sec fours) like gods or something. and when everyone went round crushing rachel tay and saying may lee was hyper(O.o?). and saying they loved selina's name, cos its like s.h.e. that selena. oh the times.
and now people are still loving rachel tay (looks at jf) and may's really active physically, and i've gotten over selina's name."

ilu gets! (:

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here's the sweetest present(s) i've ever received:

THANK YOU RACHELTAYTARIK! :D

"THANK YOU for all the random moments we shared
THANK YOU for all the love you've given me
THANK YOU for, like candles, your pressence lights up my life
THANK YOU, for all the simplest memories we've shared
THANK YOU for being the friend i never had
THANK YOU for all the letters we've shared"

thnks fr th mmrs.
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to, YOU.
When i saw your presents, the first thing that came to my mind was this song, so here goes.

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

I really cant believe that time passes this fast. it seems just ystd that we hated each other and called each others names and gossiped abt each other. and then that's where it started. KUCHA. i rmb staring unbelievedly at that dreaded list. right on top, PL: carmen cheng. PS: rachel tay. i went your class. discussed proposal. glared daggers at each other. then, i really don't know how, but by some miracle, i started to find you, quite okay la. precamp with you was awesome. the stuuupid mashmallow tricks and miss gwee's shirt and all the crap we did, like the chunkoaling and killing grass. and before we knew it, we were spending every free moment of camp gossiping and sort of bitching. and then, after camp, weird, and unexplainable, but we started msning new gossips. and that's how it all started.

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

the next thing i knew, we were betting. i lost the first ever bet, and i owed you ice tea. it was a friday. along with the ice tea, i wrote you a short note, really short. like twenty words. then i passed it to you (you were at the bookshop with your friends). and later during guides, i was sitting near the staircase, when you walked past. you flashed the usual 'hello-i-see-you-but-i-dont-want-anyone-to-know-i'm-saying-hello' smile and then, very very unexpectedly, you tossed your reply at me. we vowed to keep our letters short, we were busy enough, but who knew? the notes evolved to one page, then two pages, then two papers even. and those used to be daily letters. o.O and thus, the whole letter sequence was formed.
and then, time flew, and it was greybadges farewell. i know exactly what you did for me, and i'm really really very grateful. thanks so much for sticking up for me when noone would, i really really appreciate that. thanks for believing in me when noone would, for giving me a chance when others scoffed. "i help people who i think deserve it", you said.
in the end, nothing mattered. nothing mattered because, hey i know you tried, and, most importantly, "you do things for the love of guides." thanks so much for teaching me that.

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

thanks for all the times you cheered me up when i was down. all the smses, testimonials, calls. tags, emails, letters. every time i felt like giving up, you were always there for me. ALWAYS. this year's thinking day. Hollywoodaction emcee. when i was so stressed i was crying every night but i didnt tell anyone. then you gave me a talk or smth, and indirectly, without knowing it, i decided not to give up. cause of the postcard you wrote me. 'if you ever feel like giving up, then simply, for my sake, dont.' that was the line that kept me going. even for schoolwork. you even volunteered to give me a math crashcourse for eoy last year. and the whole 73.8% target thing. up to this day, you havent let me down once, its always the other way round. i'm so sorry i can only repay your kindness with disappointment.

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

thanks for being one of the few i can trust with my secrets. i rmb how we really trusted each other (and still do!) and yeah you told me lots of stuff you've never told anyone. you've never ever revealed anything i didnt want you to, except for two occasions i think, one when you let it slip in front of you friends (but made them swear to not tell anyone anyway) and two, last years list. but i realised that its my fault anyway, so yeah.
thanks for being the friend i can always confide in, be it troubles or gossip or problems or good news or feelings or whatever, you've always readily lent a listening ear. thanks for all our crazy midnight conversations and breaking of records (which incidentally, stands at urm what was it? 3.50am or smth) thanks for still messaging me to cheer me up/on though your message limit's already exploded.

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

then soon, we started being more open with our friendship. we took our first picture, we waved openly when noone was looking, we exchanged secret grins, we mentioned each other on our blogs (I LOVE YOU LOGANPIE!) etc. to me, the ultimate step that touched me the most was when you admited to your friends that we're, well, friends :D :D :D and although im not on top of your friends list (HAHAHAHA) yeah was really shocked and touched when you told me! :D hahah we went out for outings twice, not including the times i helped you do all your shit, eg helping you buy ICECREAM or GOING ALL THE WAY to j8 to collect your stupid tickets and pass them back yo you at amk library. then again, you did a lot of stuff for me too, like the FALLOUTBOY concert call and whatnot. and im really really sorry i only got a 2 on your friendtest ): like felt damn bad when like may got what, 100? haha was fun tho (: and this year! all the popping up to your class, scandalstairs, lynning and jming around!! always popping into your class and disturbing the tchr :D

jf: err. wo ke yi jian yu4 mei2 mahh?
sjw: HAR. shen me?
jf: erm. yu4 mei4!
sjw: zhao shui?
jf: yu2 mei4..
sjw: puzzled look.
jf: AIYAH. RACHEL TAY LAH.

:D

you were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

and then 2/25/o7, exactly one month before my birthday, we sorta hugged. :D forced, but still sorta. HAHA. yeah i admit it was awkward and very forced and embarassing, but looking back now, i guess i dont regret it (: who knows whens the next time we'll get to hug again? (: let's not drift, cause i really cant bear to. and YOU. promise to come back at every opprtunity okay :D thanks one last time for all those moments, for trusting and believing in me, and for everything.

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

because you loved me (:

---

okay this whole chunk is for MAYLEE, cause i prosmied her i'll blog my thanks :D
psst. sorry this is so overdue!

HELLO :D first ever bougain PS! :D THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH for everything! those crazy crazy lame times and jokes and just plain horsing around :D stealing of ezlink cards and crazy ideas for emcee and harry potter and our repairing wands!!! omg miss those times :D
thanks for all your advice throughout these years! dont worry, i WILL change (: i'll do my best to do what you said and change my attitude and everything. thanks for always believing the best in me and always giving me chances. thanks for standing up for me and being there for me! i rmb in sec two i really looked up to you cause (HAHA) i thought you were cool to juggle PL seriousness and bougain joking tgt. like being serious when you need to be yet not losing your fun streak and everything. (: thanks for putting up with my irritatingness and annoyingness and everything. you and cheryl are the best PLs ever! :D emceeing with you was great, HAHA i dont think id have that much fun with anyone else when discussing boring scripts and stupid casinos. xD thanks for all the 269s home tgt and waiting at the interchange until you left :D and the emoing in the bus when you talked to your friends! HAHA wont ever forget that, thought it was quite funny :D oh and THANKS for being such a great rp! you helped me with a lot of stuff when i needed help! HEE the OVEREXAGGERATION of an EMERGENCY that got me crying madly in the car. HMPH.

sorry for all the many times i let you down, not meeting up to your expectations and letting my immaturity be a problem. :/ sorry on behalf of the squad for the horrible footdrill sessions when everyone refused to time and all. sorry for always throwing your shoes down the specs stand when you get too irritating during patrol meetings :D and sorry for my irresponsibility and screwing up of cf :/ AND. DAMN DAMN freaking sorry for deleting the whole chunk of script that day, I REALLY REALLY dont know what i did! ><

thanks for giving me the chance to be a commander. :O
i swear, i really didnt expect to be the eighth.
i wont let you down, not again :D

hee your jokes always cheer me up :D even emcee auds with you was fun! especially the HARRYPOTTER ONE zomgness! (: making them shout and coming up the container class to perform :D and the CALLBACKS. twograce classroom! HAHAHA FIGHTING WITH BROOMSTICKS. and being the DISTRACTION omg was LOVE. HAHHA AND SETTING TRAPS FOR THE SEC TWOS WHICH IN THE END RESULTED IN ME FALLING DOWN xD haha the fan in front of the door to blow them away! and the JELLING OF HAIR HAHAHA. I LOVE YOU MALFOY! :D harrypotterGoCF '07 was freak awesome :D dont know if you can rmb, or if it had as big as an impact on you as on me, but yeah, thats something i'll never forget, and thank you so much for everything! :D

YOU COME BACK TOO OKAY.
AND PS. you OWE ME MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT :D :D
and thanks for telling everyone my dads a raving manical lunatic. xD
AND yes i know my suit cant fit you.
too bad :D

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES MAY LEE MING FANG! :D

---
afternotes.

and hey my loganpie. :D
just want you to know, although you DIDNT bring me to UK to buy xmen stuffs, i still love you :D
we'll just have to take the later flight.
cause i'll always be waiting for ya.

love,
jeanpie. xXx

---

I'm gonna make it bend and break
(It sent you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case god doesn't show
(Let the good times roll
Let the good times roll)

And I want these words to make things right
But it's for wrongs that make the words come to life
Who does he think he is?
If that's the worst you got, better put your fingers back to the keys

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going back
In these crystal balls
It's always cloudy
Except when you look into the past
One night stand
(One night stand)

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter

They say
"I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms
Collecting patient lovers"
Get me out of my mind
Get you out of those clothes
I'm a letter away
From getting you into the mood
Whoa

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter

(One night, one more time)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
(One night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
(For the memories)
Thanks for the memories
(For the memories)
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter

---

goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend,

you have been the one
for me.

<3

2007-06-05T08:00:00.000-07:00

WHEE!
this is late but, yeah.
birthday was awesome shit! :D

thanks truckloads to all those who stayed up till twleve to wish me! :D
especially jiamin gets tay may lijia lou!

k recappp!
honestly. day started out horribly. cried some HAHA.
then was feeling terrible and emo cause like it was suchh a boring and drab day ):
THEN, SIZZLE CALLED. hahah!
meet jol lou and gets at town!
and they refused to tell me the plan :D

so anyway, they were horribly late :'(
and they said they didnt get me presents ): HAHA.
cause gets thought it was FIRST JULY OMF. and lou and jol no time -.-
and when they (finally) arrived! they took me to swangsons! I LOVE SWANGS :D
which is damn sweet cause last year my parents said they would and in the end they ditched me ): so they were making up for it (:

so anyway! they brought me to the swensons and when i stepped in, ppl started singing birthday songs HAHA. not for me tho -.- looked over and to my and lous surprise, we saw eirene! [pronunced: eye-rhee-knee] HAHA : D shes a j1 girl and super nice la. came over to say hi (:
then we sat at the table and lou jol gets immediately started conversing in code which was DAMN IRRITATING HAHAH.

eg,
gets: SHIT LOU! when they serve the BC, then we gice the RC!?
lou: i dno! the NB how!?
jol: HARR!? LET ME HEAR!

haha damn coolness :D
then jol ordered after THEY THREE DISCUSSED and daoed me ): and they ordered smth secret HAHA and didnt tell me what.
turns out they ordered the birthday icecream thingum and my favorite BANANA CRUMBLE GOSHNESS : D like okay i have the best friends in the world! so the birthday ice cream with a candle came and they sang a birthday song : D damn fun lahh i think we made damn shitload of noise x) then while we dug in, the three of them suddenly started staring and smirking and nodding and prodding and conversed in secret code again!
and suddenly!

POOOFFF! they produced this ripcurl bag! :D HAHA. THEY BOUGHT ME DAMN NICE SLIPPERS! cause they noticed that im poor and only have my old blue ones omg i freaKing love love love sizzle! so was damn touched xD

k after the bday icecream, they served banana crumble! (: and then they did the stupid CODE SYSTEM AGAIN. and WHEEE gets started brandishing this topshop bag!! :D ubberr prettaye notebook and they filled it with sweet stuffs and notes : D HAHA DAMN TOUCHED AGAIN. cried like a total of three times alr -.- cause was damn happy and touched!

k after crumble, we ordered our real meals HAHA. yes fats ): got a chicken baked rice and jol got AGLIOOLIO : D damn love. then i said that we share the cost k! then lou said:

lou: yeah we paying for what we eat.
-catches gets's eye and nods meaningfully-
jf: SERIOUS AH! dont pay for me k dont want to be a freeloader!
gets: hm. ye-aahh.
jf: GUIDE HONOUR! swear that we share equally!
jol: -coughs- urm im not a good guide, so cant do guide honour.
gets: -coughing fit-
lou: ahem, im not a good guide either. -looks away.-

HAHA. so after two hours of binging and fun, thw bill arrived! and it was over fifty >: ( SO TOOK OUT WALLET AND SUDDENLY THEY JUMPED INTO ACTION. like they snatched my wallet away and the paid the full bill wtf. thats freaking ex la like that included the ex slippers and notebook confirm damn ex ); so was quite pissed. but they were like begging me to let them pay so i was like k wtv la HAHA.

then THE BIG PLAN PART TWO : D
we rannnn to cine to watch a movie! (: last minute desicion but wth (: lou and jol insisted on REWATCHING the boring potc but gets and i were adamant about SHREK HAHA. so we watched shrek! AND GUESS WHAT, they freaking treated me again ): felt damn bad.

anyway, movie rocked! damn funny, but not all that memorable xD we owned the whold row of seats man. put our legs up high and curled up into balls and laughed and giggled madly :D ANG GUESS WHAT. the seat i was seating on was J 01. which is fucking cool cause JUNE 01!!!! OMG hahaha damn significant and didnt even realise it :D then we went j8 to get lous shilingji -.- and went to check out my spiderman 3 game!

[edit: JIAYAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS, ive decided you can buy me a spiderman3 game or a new ipod! :D ]

THENNN! my phone rang and zomgness! HAHAHA IT WAS EmoKidsUtd minus me and lj!! team columbia! haha wtv. CLAUDS CHARLOTTE SHU CALLED MEEE. and they started screaming happy birthday and everything and was uber touched cause i thought theyed forgot :D turned out they were busy w rmun and could only call then : D

haha then went hoommme after walking some. then sheena and gang came over to celebrate zomg! : D and mom bought me a birthday cake :D thought she forgot! :D and she gave me fifty bucks too hahahas. slept damn late playing sims and killing maids :D rockkiish.

then next morning! parents brought me to (zomg) swensons -.- HAHAHA. maybe they were feeling bad bout pangsehhing me last year xP and i ordered the exact same thing lah.

okay rounding off! thanks a lottt to everyone who made my day!!!! esp my dad, who freaking bought me my ds lite and pkmn diamond and digimon story ds! HAHA. and of course sizzle! cause yeah theyve been saving a lot for firstjune :D and they spent over 130 i think.

haha wheeeeee!
okay off to check on loganjean stuffs! havent been keeping up with redshipping much due to training digimons. xD

Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning and burning down

Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue

If you've ever been alone you'll know dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know, you'll know

;so we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss <3

2007-05-20T04:58:00.000-07:00

I'VE UPDATED MY WISHLIST. just in case. you know. BIRTHDAYS COMING UP AND ALL.

coughFIRSTJUNEcough.

oh forgot to mention smth funny (: gets asked me to slap her whenever she says a bad word.

jf: eh bitch, you bloody loser, sucker.

gets: wahlao!

jf: HAH vulgarity! -slap-

gets: EH siao ar you!

jf: HAH vulgarity again! -slap-

gets: !?!?!?!*&^#( ):

jf: hey what does bottom turn into for MSD ar. cant rmb ):

gets: -.- an ass?

jf: HAH! VULGARITYYYY! -slaps! :D

was fun (: HAHA. and we're excited! we're so going for a sizzle cf. (: cause me gets and lou all went OKAY WE'RE SO GOING. then lou messaged 'oh no jolene dont want to go! she got tuition!' me 'HAH. k leave it to me. i'll get her to pon!' two minutes and one phone call later. 'ITS SET. done. jolene is going! hurry tell gets so we can prepare the champagne and confetti :D'

k this is why i totally passed my persuasive speech with flying colours :D

sorry i totally cant resist this. MY ULTIMATE SIX CARD DRAGON COMBO. holofoil!

check the out BLUEYESWHITEDRAGON right smack in the centre. and to the left, is red eyes darkness dragon. all holofoil omf. totally worth every dollar :D

my axemenship paper. xP

oh btw. in case anyone wants to buy me a gameboy ds, contact andrea and nat too okay! they're willing to fork out some money. gets will pay the rest, i assume. -smirks-

i love fob, way back to the beginning.

this is for you.

Where is your boy tonight?

I hope he is a gentleman.

Maybe he won't find out what I know

You were the last good thing about this part of town.

;signal fire

edit!

Create your own Friend Test here
FRIEND TEST SCOREBOARD! ; D

2007-05-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

so was feeling fine a minute ago. when suddenly read may's message and at that time, dishwalla's Candleburn started playing and i started crying again ):

WE'LL MISS YOU SEC FOURS!

feel damn bad for being a bitch in footdrill and all now. (k not exactly bitch but not giving my all :/) like crap, its the commanders last session and we're showing such shit ): time really passes damn fast, i can still rmb the exact words cheryl said when we were sec one and being enrolled! :D and last year this time, tay said that 'next year, it'll be my turn.' and this year just now, i absentmindedly told her 'next year, it'll be my turn.' not until she reminded me that i realised i said the exact same thing. shit time passes damn fast.

everytime i sing/scream my heart our for the we're the guides cheer, i'll start crying. so me and jol cried damn badly after we fell out and we went to apologise to commanders. and we did threecheers! :D then we bawled our eyes out and went to the playground to cry while gets and lou stared weirdly at us with the wtf face xD met tay afterwards, took some pictures but deleted all -.- the me and lou went macs till 9! :D hitched a ride from lou's super hip and cool mom and all :D talked abt a whole lot of shit in macs (: damn fun. we love bougain! (especially fg :D )

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

you bleed just to know you're alive;

2007-05-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/380287 http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/380287

MUAHAHA I SET KILLER TESTS.
take my friendship test! :D its super hard so a pass will do HAHA (:
even gets got 66%, and shes like top xD
and after you take i'll go look and laugh madly at all the funny mistakes x)

am feeling much much better today (:
and am finally downloading things again! 7songs in half hour (:

sunsets and car crashes; I LOVE SIZZLE.
hapyymothersdayandhappybirthdayrachel! :D

2007-05-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

this is another emo post. because everyone needs to get away once in a while.
dont like, dont read.

its amazing how i hated gets like handfootmouth in sec one. and look how close we are now.
i shall take a leaf from her book, to profess, to swear to say;
i hate thee.
yesireallyreallyfuckinghateyouomgyoubloodybitch.
someone who picked on me today while falling in. go figure.

Oh btw i hate you too.

/gets you can take my breath away says:
hahah some people just think theyre all that. like ____.
JIAFENG ;D / get'cher sexxaye on ♥ says:
OH GOD
JIAFENG ;D / get'cher sexxaye on ♥ says:
I SO FREAKING HATE HER
JIAFENG ;D / get'cher sexxaye on ♥ says:
SHES TOP ON MY MOST HATED LIST, ranked alongside __[hated number one above]_.
/gets you can take my breath away says:
HAHA you both used to love each other or something xD GLAD TO SEE YOUVE COME TO YOUR SENSES
JIAFENG ;D / get'cher sexxaye on ♥ says:
DO NOT REMIND ME OF MY DISGUSTINGNESS IN SEC ONE >:(
you can take my breath away says:
AHAHA but neverminddd YOURE CURED OF YOUR ILLNESS NOW like demetrius liking disgusting hermia.

i love gets.
cause i dont think anyone can understand what im going through sides her at the moment.
oh spite, oh hell. the angst and the pain. (:
sometimes i wonder why i even try anymore.
those days in sec one where i held soursup seedspitting comps are over.
those days where we were weird and lost in bougainfirstgeneration are over.
those days where i did nth but crack super lame jokes are over.
those days where i was crazy over like 4 ppl at once, are so hell over.
and those days where i looked forward to fridays crazy loads are sadly, over.
but i still have sizzle. i love :D
& we'll definitely, sizzleawayy-
;GETWELLSOONGETS!ILOVEYOULOADS! :D

2007-05-12T05:16:00.000-07:00

OMG THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST VIDS I'VE EVER SEEN.
srsly, all TWILIGHT/NEWMOON/ECLIPSE fans WATCH it and hyoerventilate with me :D
ITS DAMN FREAKING GOOD.
almost fell off my seat watching!

btw, try to spot all the XMENCHARACTERS that appeared! :D hint, JEANGREY.
omg the portrayl of bella and all is DAMN. FREAKING. GOOD.

ECLIPSE! :D

2007-05-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

omg. this was my favorite super old song. from what, p4?
LOVE. (:

Christian Wunderlich - So In Love

All alone on a nighttrain
Like a stranger on a sinking ship
Will I ever know the secret to your heart

Do you care, am I dreaming
When I reach for you is that burning flame
Just inside of me are we a world apart

I'm so in love, so in love with you
I'm so in love, if you only knew
I'm so in love, I'll never be the same
Cause I'm so in love, I'm so in love with you

Should I dare to entice you
Will a touch of your fingertips, take my heart again
You know it's been so long
Is it wrong how I want you
When it feels so right being close and
Who is to tell me now that all's been said and done

I'm so in love, so in love with you
I'm so in love, if you only knew
I'm so in love, I'll never be the same
Cause I'm so in love, I'm so in love with you

You, you never understood
And you were gone when our love felt so good
You unchain my heart and set me free
Or tell me that you're gonna be with me

I'm so in love, so in love with you
I'm so in love, if you only knew
I'm so in love, I'll never be the same
Cause I'm so in love, I'm so in love with you

;i think you should know that i've been damaged <3

2007-05-04T21:02:00.000-07:00

cause i, i just need time
my heart is numb has no feelin'
so while i'm still healing,
just try
and have a little patience.
my heart is numb has no feelin'
so while i'm still healing,
just try
and have a little patience.

MSD yesterday. amazing :D
morning was fun. sizzle at the old specs getting crazy and high, paranoiding abt teachers and rosaline soh and what not during the pledge. i love sizzle! :D then it started raining, whoots! (cue ong: I'm only happy when it rains :D ) hung a bit in the rain, then went to (according to charlotte) jalan jalan and wandered around school. haha arrived late to class, as usual.

after school was pretty cool. went with clauds and swen to try persuade OM to get her phone back. silly her got her phone confiscated, snikkers. grabbed more 'you rock!' cards to write, whee! :D

then watched choirgirls and jm eat orange bowl. and we went for -shudders- napha. hoho. first was sitnreach, blah. okay, got an A. then was my greatest phobia EVER, inclined pull ups omg. i cant even do two. -shudders- actually wanted to trade with stephwee, but later decided, what the heck, shall just go for it. so yeah. screamed my lungs out cheering for charlotte, bessy, swen, jm. omg i love love them la. i cried four times cause my friends were struggling like mad and they finally got A. damn touching :D then it was my turn! omg omg. rmbed the look on my friends faces while they were doing their ipa and yeah, was suddenly moved greatly! so whoots! weird newfound strength (corny) but i actually managed a 17, omfg. a 17, when i cant even do 2 in PE. all thanks to everyone screaming and cheering when i felt like giving up. i love love love my friends omg. especially charlotte omg. when i did 17 i dropped and totally broke down la. grabed charlotte and started crying like crazy. like thanks A LOT LOT LOT to charlotte cause i really couldnt have dont it w/o you :D I LOVE CHARLOTTE. then was gem's turnnn! she was as scared as me, cause the both of us are the only idiots who cant do 2 ipa during pe. and guess what? she did a 16 :"D HOHO! i love jiamin! (:

shuttlerun, joined bella they all. haha i never even run shuttle like the whole of this year, and to my amazement, i managed a 10smth seconds on the first try :D haha! thats 3As alr :D then sit ups, ho hum. A. and my favorite sbj! haha! big thanks to abigail for the encouragement :D did a 190ish. actually covered a 206 can. but the damn guy didnt want to write that one. hoho so i managed 5As miraculously! :D

then after sch, the fun began :D

went home to bathe and prepare for MSD, and when i was fresh and clean, went to the mrt station to meet jiamin. and omf. a bird flew damn near me and i was thinking ooh, nice bird. when suddenly, some weird searing hot thingy erupted on my arm and i was like WTF. the bleeding bird bloody shitted on me WTF. got damn damn pissed luh. a bit i had no tissue or wtv so i had to use water to clean the shit off my hand, like omg. then pissedly went mrt and waited for jm for like 25 minutesss! >:( then she finally arrived, and surpirse, she brought her darling scandal along -.- so i'm like super diandengpao (lightbulb) the mrt ride was hilarious with lynn and jiamin luh, alighted at dhoby ghaut at 6.45ish when we were supposed to reach fort canning at 6.30 -.- so decided to go late since swen was reaching late too! :D met natchen, and we went gelato-ing. wanted to go spotlight to get POP presents but natchen didnt want ): so went fortcanning and got lost. took how long wandering around park mall la. but finally reached FC!

camwhored with Emokidsuntied :D took loads of picts with charlotte, clauds, shu and lijia! then took a nice sizzle pict :D (all this happened while suwenn was STILL IN TOWN omg dang her xP) and lay down with clauds to stargaze. then we decided there and then that i would be her boyfriend with ten packs :D so its jeff and clauds now hoho. then the show started! omg damn AMAZING LA! :D titania is love. the were super hot scenes and one or two hot guys haha. and everytime the hot guy appeared, the bunch of us would scream omg omg hot guy! :D then during the interval, threetruth camwhored like CRAZY. everyone was going around taking pictures like mad la. took millions, but i look retarded in all ): I LOVE THREETRUTH!

then when the whole show ended, around 10.15ish. me suwenn jiamin clauds shu lijia bessy siyun yanlin decided to wander around PS and go for supper! oh then met cheryl matilda and casslai and they told us abt bottom and his amazing e____ -.- HOHO. sort of noticed it too and told clauds but she said i was sick so i didnt press the matter ): HAHA. they gave us cold pizza :D so we wandered until eleven plus when all the shops were closed alr ): went starbucks but the queue too long. and went seveneleven and saw swens drunk guy friends -.- wandered a bit more and then we realised. SHIT. the last mrt train was like gonna leave. so we ran. and ran and ran madly luh. and guess what. we ran to the WRONG line. so we ran. and ran. and ran crazily to the red line! super high haha and we JUST made the last train whoots! super crazy and high :D took even more picts in the train haha!then alighted at amk. persuaded jiamin to walk me to my house and i would hail a cab for her :D so we walked the lonely road at midnight haha! she called her darling again -.- so i called a cab and sent jm off! ;D reached home 12ish. and guess what, played solitare AGAIN cause i still cant beat the com dammit.

gah heard the worst news ever >:/ might not be able to go for guides camp. shit.

hell, who am i kidding.
i'll most probably not be able to go. damnit.
shall go work things out with my family :/
hmm i'll post again later maybe :D all the overdue picts i promised ppl i'll put up :D
meanwhile.

jf and jm, a t and a L. what do they stand for ar xD

sizzle iso-less! :D gets jf lou jol

now with the iso! :D

emokidsunited! :D shu lj clauds charlotte jf.

ooh :D shopping like an old married couple xD

fast and furious; drift, drift drift.
drift.

2007-05-03T08:23:00.000-07:00

OMG :D cool! did a supervillian test TOTALLY HONESTLY and LOOK WHAT I GOT! :D
Your results:
You are Dark Phoenix - A prime example of emotional extremes: Passion and fury incarnate.

Dark Phoenix - 62%
Venom - 59%
The Joker - 59%
Dr. Doom - 58%
Two-Face - 58%
Apocalypse - 57%
Juggernaut - 54%
Riddler - 53%
Poison Ivy - 52%
Mr. Freeze - 51%
Magneto - 49%
Lex Luthor - 47%
Kingpin - 45%
Catwoman - 44%
Green Goblin - 42%
Mystique - 38%

PHOENIX LOVE! :D
hoho thought i'd like get the joker or smth -.- i dont like the Joker. hurr.
speaking of supervillians!

SPIDERMAN3 IS TOTALLY HOT :D
i love love love greengoblin2 (HARRY OSBORNE, DAMN DAMN HOT :D), venom and sandman. sandman's damn sweet :D haha i realised i like spiderman but dont really like peter parker -.-

watched today at cine with suwenn! i cried damn badly omg its darn nice la! REALLY VERY VERY AMAZINGLY INCREDIBAL :D everyone should watch it (though x3 rocks too!) then came home and parents werent in, so watched superman returns. ho hum. not bad, but after what i'd seen from spidey, supermans just another average movie. clark kents hot though haha.

movie ended darn late, its a whole 2h15min. so didnt have time to go kino to buy diablo books HOHO. couldnt go comicsmart to buy xmen comics either! ):

omg five items tmr. whats the bet i'll fail my inclined?

): ):

shall go off to play solitare now, though its alr 12.20 :D I'LL WIN THE COM THIS TIME, ho! (:

2007-05-02T04:20:00.000-07:00

HOHO. today was prettaye okay! :D

woman 1: haha you know which head turn where 'not?
jf: -panics- okay my head to left your head go right k.
woman 2: then our heads will just bang each other lah!
woman 1: HAHA NO EXPERIENCE.

omg damn funny :D
started with reaching sch in time for drills! quite funny, cause last week was telling gets "OMG WE MADE IT WITH TIME TO SPARE! see! if we make the effort, we can do it.' HAHA. corny :D but when you're taking the 265 one stop directly BEFORE the mrt, its a miracle if you actually reach before 6.57. trust us, we know. (;

morning jog with suwenn clauds lijia shu. ~~ponned, as usual.~~ then elec geog, gushed abt captain planet and legends of the hidden temple with isabella HAHA! :D chinese was cool, hounded wls until she gave in and added quite a lot of marks for my chinese test! haha this makes it the first chinese test i passed since sec two omg omg :D wls was proud of me :') then some weird overseas professors came in for english and sat beside me ): and me charlotte nat andrea went CRAZY high. started cleaning up our place like crazy mad cause if you've been to 3truth, you'll actually notice the PILE of guava sweet wrappers and mentos mind littering the floor at the back (mainly me and charlottes seats, hoho)

professors: -peer around the class and listen to adrian rattle on about paragraphing.-
jf: -vibration- oooh! message. -whips out phone.-
charlotte: jiafenggg! (the way she does the irritating FERRNG thing :D) i dont think its a good idea for the professors to sit beside you -.-

whee! recess with sizzle was fun :D went high again screaming whenever we saw that the COAST AINT CLEAR :D put up the flagpole after pineapplericing! then math was actually fun! oh did i say math? i meant math lesson :D first me and suwenn noticed that shereen poore left her stuff unguarded at the level bench. so we decided to steal her laptop HUR HUR. :D damn funny la. we moved it away and when she came out she was like WHERE DID THE STUFF GO? :D then me and jiamin the scandalous smsed like mad and pestered each other for INSIDE INFOMATION. wheee! then sch finaly ended! (: went up with jiamin to hang around with lynn and tay :D super hilarious la, laughed like crazy :D then me and her finally did smth. omg. o.O but on the forcings of lynn and jiamin though HAHA! :D was fun though :D THE stairwell >:D kana caught red handed by loads of ppl tho >:(

then went down, met clauds and she hugged me madly hurhur. went mep room with her to find oss! :D

clauds: i'll be out in five minutes k! -enters mep office.
jf: ...
-ten minutes later.
jf: ...
-twenty minutes later.
jf: ...
-half and hour later.
jf: ...!!?%*%*^(&*&??^%&^???!!?!?!?!

GAH. luckily i had company HAHA. then i saw that the mep room had loads of shoes strewn on the floor. so i decided to be mean and hide someone's pair of shoes HOHO >:D then went back to class but lou didnt wanna go ikea to buy pop presents anm : O so went and played a few more round of dai/taitee with jm and jm. :D taught them slapjack :D clauds sucks at it xD oops.

Current Taiti Championships Ranking.
Jiamei: Taiti queen.
Jiafeng: Queen Bee of Taitee (?!?!)
Jiamin: the Real Taiti queen. HAHA.

went home with jol and lou! had problems deciding whether we should take 269 or 265. sorry lou! ): went home to sleep and was rudely awakened by a call and sms saying that my head is irresistable xD then actually did twenty minutes of math :D and spent the rest of the night sleeping again haha. and am blogging now! :D

the plain white tees -
lonely september.
this is like one of the sweetest saddest nicest songs ive heard (: super meaningful. thanks to clauds and suwenn for introing!

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but i know you did

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

2007-04-22T04:25:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD I AM BLOGGING :D
my parents went out! omg omg :D
and i dunno why everything on this lousy shit com is appearing in chinese. i took 10 minutes on blogger trying to figure out which link to press that would take me to create post :D
anyway, i think im gonna switch to xanga soon cause i want the cool music feature! :D ~~but livejournal has cool loganjean communities!~~

okay first off, CONGRATS TO SNSO! OMG clauds i told you you could do it HAHAH ;D

went for RI campfire ystd! i swear, its the best cf ive ever been to :D it was quite hilarious la, cause before it started these two guys came up to tell jokes.

guys: oh, that day i was watching xmen -
jf : HUH, XMEN?! WHAT XMEN? -grabs charlotte.
guys: and i like cyclops!
jf : -shouts- wtf you kns la cyclops sucks! -charlotte mortified, covers face.
some guy from behind me: cyclops ar? i like wolverine leh!
jf : WHATTT! I LOVE WOLVEWRINE TOO! -SCREAMS, HYPER.- -melissa and stephanie and rachel are amused while charlotte still faints from embarassment.
guys: and you know what cyclops likes?
jf : what what!?
guys: JEANS that are GREY.

OMG OMG OMG LMAO I LIKE TOTALLY LAUGHED LIKE SIAO OKAY OMG OMG ITS DAMN LAME AND FUNNY! :D :D LIKE LOVE LOVE XMEN!
melissa: I THOUGHT CYCLOPS LIKE THAT FINGER FINGER GIRL?
okay so at this point of time me and melissa struk up a cool xmen conversation while charlotte tries to break us up >:/
k back to the point. cf was really fantastic la :D omg omg damn damn damn good! i would pay to go again :D took loads of picts! but this lao ya com got no bluetooh so i cant show >:/

anw, FRIDAY TWENTIETH APRIL was seriously awesome! like a lott of different emotions.
firstly. in the morning, jiamin! told me smth super uber cool that totally made my day :D then went down to sell lollies and all to raise funds. uber fun lah! :D sold a lot lot lot of stuffs! the got back math test, failed badly when could have gotten full marks omf. all carelessness omg omf. then received sms that SNSO GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS :D and i cried (: then clauds came running back and i cried again! IM SO PROUD OF CLAUDICE WEEEE! then went for guides! I HEARD THE KNSISH WORSE NEWS EVER. OMG. ME JOL LOU GETS CANNOT GO IRELAND CAUSE WE HAVE HCL PAPER. OMG omg! i cried again, and i think gets almost did too. ): like omf. you know how hard it is go ALL FOUR make it into the interview, and all our parents said YES, AND NOW THIS >:'(
-pissed-
nvm, cause everything was alright after that (: went for footdrill (which lou finally timed, OMF AM PROUD OF YOU!? :D ) then lecture. drummed on the table during lecture and me and lou got high! but gets was sad so we cheered her up ;D then after guides lou and i went macs. (outburst: I LOVE LOU! :D ) then we got really really high (: left macs and here smth hilarious happened, but is unfortunately unmentionable as to protect the innocent :D we got high standing at the same spot singing chasing cars!

went home for sister's farewell dinner, cried some more abt ireland ):
then night. fell asleep at eight, woke again at 9.30ish to tag ppls blogs and fell asleep again! woke up at midnight at the first call (thank god, -remembers how NINE calls couldnt wake me up last time-) anddd WE BROKE OUR RECORDDD! HAHA. but my a mere five minutes ): oh well, our talk was HILARIOUS la :D doubledatement -.- HAHA. love you too! YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE OMG HAHAHA :D

fell alseep at fourish after drinking cold water :D and woke again at six to go to the airport to send my sister off! HAHA I LOVE AND MISS YOU JIAYAN :D but nvm, she'll be back in two mnths time again :D

anyway i think that jiamin is hilarious :D she's also VERY SCANDALOUS :D and she's rather nice :D and she's UBER FUNNY :D like cant stand you la (: LAME SHIT HAHAHA :D dont do anything rash jiamin! HAHA dont want you to have to GO FOR ABORTION XP

am going jamming tmr with gets lou jol! :D then prob i wanna go spotlight to but farewell present materials :( but dont think i'll find anything there :/ but i bet tmr will be fun though :D TEN FORTY FIVE AT CITY HALL MRT!!! :D :D bring your guitar picks everyone. HAHA! :D

and finally!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOANNA TAN!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTEWONG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIEWEE, though its on thursday, but dont hink ill blog anytime soon! :D

Best friends
Ex-friends to the end
Better off as lovers
And not other way around
Racing through the city
Windows down
In the back of
Yellow-checkered cars
BANGTHEDOLDRUMS;

2007-03-23T18:10:00.000-07:00

haha ystd was beatrice's birthday :D
heh these few days of school have been darndedly fun! :D k lets see.

ystd recess: OMF JIAFENGLOUISAGETSJOL ALL GOT IN FOR INTERNATIONAL CAMP AND WE'RE ALL GOING IRELAND TOGETHERRR! WOOTS!
like went MAD when charlotte told me!? and dragged clauds and RANNN all the way to faith where i shouted the news and jol and lou and i all SCREAMMED madly though it was in the middle of class time and all like omf omf!! :D then cym came and said i was bullying his students :O HAHA. then he saw clauds and he was like: 'ORH. yuan lai shi CLAUDICE de GANG.'
like a bit? haha! :D

then SPRINTED to find gets but her teacher was alr in class, so we requested to speak to her and we started SCREAMING LIKE MAD outside the door and everyone was staring at us :D LIKE OMG WHEE! :D we rock okay! HAHAH sizzle!

anyway, sitting with extended tablemates has been increasigly FUN :D haha writing STUFF in jiamins diary and vice versa HAHA. and we realised that 3truth ppl are very 'scandelous' :D HAHA SUWENN AND JIAMIN ARH. XP and on tuesday andrea was given private tuition by poore during math, so we spent the whote hour singing oldies :D the britney speares era :D

jiamin: wah got private stero, no need to bring ipod alr
natloh: hahaha remind me to sit with you next term!
charlotte: jiafeng can you try not to be so crazy?
andrea: -outside studying-

HAHA. then thursday's SOCIAL STUDIES was LOVE :D we all swapped diarys and wrote stuff! TO MY HORROR. when i got mine back i saw what TAN JIAMIN WROTE and i am SO GOING TO KILL HER. gah! then natloh did smth (cant rmb what :D ) but i decided to irritate her, so when she drank water i did HEEHEEHEEE and funny faces with flailing arms AND she nearly spat her water out HAHA, she was struggling to swallow it for like 1 minute xD

haha recesses were awesome too! esp the one with tancheng jolene and sien. made jolene laugh until she spat her soup out. EWW (: haha! and emceeing has been LOVE :D hahaah! like sudden ideas all flowing in! :D and got damn damn high to suggested buying icecream and going to the playground to eat and play think of ideas :D HAHA. so may and i went playground and ended up playing like siao and getting damnn high :D WHEE. like i jumped on almost all the stuff there la. haha AND THE SWINGS WERE THE BEST :D we were racing to see who can swing higher but since there was only one swing i had to use the cobra rope and CLIMB :D damn scary la was shrieking the whole way :D and ended up breaking a lot of stuff, oops x)

haha then had campfire ystd! st margs. the plot was.. not saying anything. nvm. haha but thr RI guys did a darnded cool dance! :D and was quitr boring actually, until jol me melissa and rteo made ourselves get damn high and stood on chairs and danced HAHA.

OH and singinglunchboxes are now EMOKIDSUTD :D quite funny cause shu gave us postits to stick on our fringe saying EMO but i flipped mine over so while charlotte lijia shu and clauds were wearing EMO, i was wearing GLAM :D HAHA. and we've been working on our msd too! :D clauds sings well HAHA. and lijia is plain HILARIOUS.

speaking of lj, we've been going CRAZY with DOTA, DIABLO, WORLDOFWARCRAFT ETC. whee in fact we're going to a LAN SHOP to play com games!

shu: whats a land shop?

jf: its a place where you but plots of land. theres like fertilisers too.
clauds: yah and theres a directory of gardeners to hire.
jf: yeah damn cool. even sells HORTI seeds and grass! you can even like put your horse there (:
shu: really? cool!
-later-
shu: JIAFENG YOU TRICK ME OMG A LAND SHOP SO DOES NOT SELL LAND.HAHAH! ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAT!

I LOVE MY TABLEMATE! :D

this is what a LAN shop really is! a place to play computers :D

me and lou in the TRAITH/FRUTH toilet. GET WELL SOON LOUISA! :D

suwenn, jiamin & jiafeng. THE SCANDALED

suwenn jiamin & jiafeng again HAHA :D

2007-03-17T19:04:00.000-07:00

you can run you can hide but you can't escape my love :D

did serious reflection last night! :D
think i've been damn cranky this whole term, especially the last few weeks, and wanna say sorrayye to lou gets and jol for being a bad friend :O thanks for always being there! :D

i think im menopausing ): like moodswings much?

but anyway, was thinking of cool emcee plots! (: i forgot how much i really love guides (:
thinking back with lou in sec one like omf omf i cant believe i actually acted that way!! how childish and embarassing :/ -STARES AT LOU- sec one was really one of the greatest years of my life! :D where everything was fun and enthu and happy and guides was damn simple. but in sec two it became darn complicated :/ but still have a large share of fun times like arcading, hanging and slacking.

sec three is damn freaking different la ): we're all split up, my former friends all went to different classes and im left all alone in threetruth :/ my guides friends also have more duties or wtv and we dont hang as much anm i guess :/ its damn sad. like ive noone to confide to and everything, until the day during patrolmeeting when gets was feeling all emo and we went toilet to cry like siao and reemerged looking fine :) like thats the first time i actually told someone how i felt la its quite sad. but after my REFLECTION :D last night, realised im darn mean and a bad friend. i am SO telling louisa everything tmr :D cause i think im ready to face the truth :D <S>haha shall let the world know of my plight! :D

but oh well :D at least i know i have true friends! and not like threetruth is a horrible class HAHA.

anyway,
I LOVE LOUISAWU, GETSYAP AND JOLENEGWEE :D

somebodyhelpmetamethisanimalihavebecome

I said lets talk about it
As she walked out on me and slammed the door
But I just laugh about it
'Cause she's always playin' those games
Deep down I know she loves me
But she's got a funny way of showin' me how she cares
Last night she did a doughnut on my lawn
And drove out with her finger in the air
Oh, yeah

Sometimes its black
Sometimes its white
Sometimes she's wrong
Sometimes I'm right
Sometimes we talk about it
Or we figure it out
But then she'll just change her mind
Sometimes she's hot
Sometimes I'm cold
Somtimes my head wants to explode
But when I think about itI'm so in love with her
Every other time
Yeah, every other time

:D

2007-03-13T06:12:00.000-07:00

OMG BLOODY HELL LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LA PLEASE.
thanks SO MUCH for like making me cry!?
like srsly thanks for letting me know that i can RELY ON YOU. uh huh.

but anyway i LOVE GETS AND JOLENE LIKE OMG OMG LOVE LOVE THANKS SO MUCH OKAY! <3
LOVE LOVE. w.o you two tonight i think i'll just cry until my eyes drop out la LOVE :D

2007-03-07T06:28:00.000-08:00

omf omf.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BKxnJ5iyC-w

go watch omf. its the new how to save a life video thats not very new but i just discovered it. ):
omg its so sad i started crying madly after the first chorus omg ):
set thefray = list of favorite bands <3

died for amath today. but who the fick cares la everyones gonna fail cause the paper was SOOOO easy >:/
gah. on a brighter note! :D passed tingxie like omf! :D higest in my whole secondary life! 97/100 omf. studying does pay off! <3

gah dont feel like typing thanks to the sad sad song. anyway clauds came back today after a whole 24 hours of stomach ulcer! :D oh and i played this cool lantern trick. cause i found a lanturn on the floor that dropped from the cny deco and i picked it up and amused myself for an hour with it. -.-

jf: -to charlotte- let me shed some light on our romance.
-holds up lanturn.
charlotte: faints.

and i came up with a cool trick! :D like i'll go to someone (usually suwenn/clauds HAHA) and thrust the lantern right in front of their faces and go omg omg look at this picture! then the ppor unsuspecting person will peer closely and i'll whack the lanturn and the lanturb will smash the persons face! :D WHEE.

hahaha. tried teaching the class cheer today but everyone was traumatised after math so yeah not v enthu. was fun though! :D

TRUTH! can you handle this
no i dont think you can handle this!
WHOO! :D

2007-03-05T06:47:00.000-08:00

SHIT! ; D
omg i wanna stay somewhere western! where gigs are like as common as a silver car on the road, theres glastonbury festivals, and ohh victorias secret at like every corner?!
shit shit shit omg omg : D
giselebundchen is like UUUBER HOT. most beautiful woman alive! <3 OMG OMG :D
victoriassecretangels! <3
Gisele Bundchen, Adriana Lima, Alessandra Ambrosio, Karolina Kurkova, Izabel Goulart, Selita Ebanks, and Heidi Klum (:

okay anw today morning i got REALLY hyper up thinking abt the PHONE CALL. so like within 3 minutes i alr told 5 ppl! :D and in my excitment i blabbered all the words and their reaction all standard one xD

jf: OMGOMGyouknowthefalloutboyconcertright!?myfriendswentthenpetethebaseistaskedtheaudiencetocallthepplwholovefobbutainthereandtheycalledmeandiwasjumpingaroundlikeomgomgscreamingandallliketheysounddamngoodlive!
friend: HUH you went for falloutboy?!
jf: NO LA you nvr hear ar. myfriendswentthenpetethebaseistaskedtheaudiencetocallthepplwholovefobbutainthereandtheycalledmeandiwasjumpingaroundlikeomgomgscreamingandallliketheysounddamngoodlive!
friend: omg you talked to pete!?
jf: NO LA! wle! myfriendswentthenpetethebaseistaskedtheaudiencetocallthepplwholovefobbutainthereandtheycalledmeandiwasjumpingaroundlikeomgomgscreamingandallliketheysounddamngoodlive!
friend: WPE CHEY you damn lame la!

LIKE OMG OMG damn cool! MY FIRST BRUSH with a real concert ARRGH WHEE! ; D
okay anyway (:

shall go back to victoriasecreting! <3 HAHAH.

thefray! <3

2007-03-03T03:42:00.000-08:00

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

this animal i have become

;
omg. this song is so love! one of the few songs thats love at first hear :D
its soooo WOLVERINEJEANISH, as usual :D
but srsly, LOVE <3

JIAFENG ;D / so what if you can see the darkest side of me says:
ARRGH NOW GOT FALL OUT BOYYY!
these rules were made to break us all says:
OHYEAH
JIAFENG ;D / so what if you can see the darkest side of me says:
omg i'm so sad
these rules were made to break us all says:
JIAFENG ;D / so what if you can see the darkest side of me says:
we're so sad ):

hahaha. FALLOUTBOYS like probably performing now x)

HAVE FUN! : D and take truckloads of pictures! <3
and HAHAHA WE BEAT OUR RECORD! <3
from not talking at all, to 2.10am, to 2.25 am and now 2.45sm! WHEE! : D
soon it'd be 3, 4, then 5 HAHA : D

2007-02-28T03:04:00.000-08:00

gets : & maybe if you'd came, it wouldnt have been so drama.

heaven forbid, you end up alone
and don't know why
hold on tight, wait for tomorrow
you'll be alright
i dont know how to get you out of this one;

today started out horrid, but gradually got better through :D
woke up damned early for footdrill, waited for over 25 minutes but the fucking bus didnt come. was almost late for school.
dont feel like elaborating, alr told loads of ppl.
just ask tancheng waiting at the stop with me, she knew how pissed i was.

then rushed to mpr for assembly, gets helped make my day brighter! :D we wrote spoof letters haha and talked abt footdrill and how my perfect record for footdrill was broken kns.

went back to class, geog was a bore, no surprise. chinese was okay, then english made my day :D (see how the day's getting better alr? :D ) HAHA. apparantly that last minute essay/review that i stayed in class to rush-complete in ten minutes mentioned in previous posts? yeah i got pretty high for that, and adrian wants me to send him so he can ~~show the world~~ HAHA (: and lunchboxes did our cool stuff again! :D made a leaflet for lower sec to warn them abt upper sec perils >:D the found out my SLC grouping, YEAH MAN i'm with andrea, charlotte, bessy, shu, clauds etc. but i still love lijia! :)

recess was okay! :D hahaha. ate with lou, talked abt cinnamon buns & not green tea, >:D then bumped into tay and chatted too! (: haha got worked up and high talking abt stuffs (:

chem was pretty okay, tansiewkim makes lessons damn fun! :D WOOTS. watched DAMN cool videos. rubidium + cold water = LOUD BAM, and beaker explodes! :D was damn amazed and started cheering :D was telling suwenn: a bit if you accidentally licked a bit of RUBIDIUM, and drank some COLD WATER to wash it down, you'll just go boof bamm boop and explode and DIE la. HAHA :D math was FUN. not math, what we DID. hahah. charlotte, natchen, jiamin, natloh and i did FIVE PPL CANNONS :D haha. then rushed home w lougetsjol after school cause i wanted to quickly go back and have a good long sleep :D

gah theres three tests tmr and i dont intend on studying any sides maybe spot question for ss :D WHEE.

2007-02-27T04:38:00.000-08:00

wtf i posted a nice long post ystd and what turned up? NTH ):
anw i was blog hopping. or xanga/lifejournal hopping, wtv. and i think shu's post was FUNNY :D
claudice is retarded la -.-

claudice: you know for the assignment in term 2 where we get to choose what to do research on?
yishu: yes.
claudice: well. i think i'm going to base my research on how using math in society you can find out where the water droplets drop from the sprinkler.
yishu: oh.
claudice: isn't it interesting?????
yishu: i think i'm going to do my research and prove the existence of extraterrestrial llamas.

HAHA. four letters: N-E-R-D :D
oh oh OH and when my sister comes back from london in march-ish, SHES BRINGING ME TO WATCH 300! OMG OMG YES LENA HEADY & GERARD BUTLER :D
AND IM GONNA WATCH PHANTOM! <3 WHEE! :D thats like (: lou jol and i all going, but dno if same day :/ ah well.

morning was fun! (: woke up extra early to gossip HAHA. patrol meeting was exchange-glances-with-louisa-ish though -.- HAHA.
todays chinese was hilarious :D HAHAHA. charlotte and i did another archapella!? thing. so i was like:

jf: DOH..............................
charlotte: a deer, a female deer
jf: RAYYEE......................
charlotte: a drop of golden sun!
jf: MEE......................
charlotte: a name, i call myself
jf: FAAAAAA........
charlotte: a long long way to run!
jf: SOHHHH..............
charlotte: i need a pulley thread!
jf: LAAA........
charlotte: a note to follow soh!
jf: TEA.......
charlotte: I drink with jam and bread! that will bring us back to do-oh-oh-oh
charlotte: do mi mi mi so so ray fa fa la ti ti ....
jf: soh doh la fa mi do ray, so doh la ti doh ray doh!

AND SO ON. then suddenly charlotte stopped and i wondered why. then a bit it turned out that we were unknowingly singing damn loudly -.- HAHA. and the class + wanglaoshi were staring at us :D WHEE. qt funny. raggh. then we sang the song again, this time including the whole row of three/four prefects behind us HAHA :D then when we were supposed to do some work thing i took out my wonderful truckload of cleancolors and started doing the red green blue yellow pink white eye test thingy x) and wls came over and scolded me and i offered to check her eyes for her :D maths was okay too HAHA. cause poore was asking the class this question and noone could get it right (: so i lifted my head from my slumber and with a quick glance, gave the correct answer HAHAHA and everyone was like : O & o.O -ish. :D YEAH HAHA. -smirks to jolene :D-

theFRAY! <3

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

HAHAHA. :D

Heiki na kaoshite urakiru hito ga
Amari ni mo ooi -ima-
Me o tojite kokoro de miru, just like cards, sore wa
Yakusoku sareta, yes!
Mienai -ashita- dakara koso
WAKU WAKU dekirun dato, ah, kizuita
never lose! kokoro de kiru, just like cards, kitto
Kiseki ga okoru kara

<3

2007-02-24T06:33:00.000-08:00

countless hours of practice, few packs of strepsils, loads of running around searching for den key, dozen of recesses missed to help jolene and props, numerous sessions of standing in front shouting and/or being extra, days of staying back to help props (again) with props, tons of throwing boxes into the den, way-too-constant stress and worrying about the outcome of our labour, litres of sweat from screaming, and wondering if i've let everyone down.

after 1:47minutes, it's all over;
thinking day 07, a day to remember :D

regardless of the outcome, am rather happy group A guides ;) felt that we did really very well as compared to practice. :D but overall, footdrill could have been improved :/ but the spies and workers were pretty great! coordination btwn both squads could have been much better though. oh well, guess it was okayy and sides, its over. but the experience and many emotions will always stay, for both jol and i, positive <3

after the performance, lou, jol, gets, melissa, stephanie and i were DAMN HIGH. sang songs like crazy, throats sore now HAHA!
then went taohuay w jol gets lou, but went macs toilet to change first, HAHA, jolene was damn funny la. xD and damn embarassing? so we went in and while jol changed outside, i had to barricade the door lah HAHA, damn funny. like noone could get in (or OUT haha!) had loads of fun in the toilet, but kana scolding later ): oh wells.

then lou left w/o collecting her doublecheese though she paid for it alr >:/ like bloody woman so slow?! jol gets & i then went amk lib to browse. AND OMG, MY LIBRARY FINES AMOUNTED TO A TOTAL OF $24.40 LIKE WHAT THE FICK?! WTH MAN. : O oh saw linwenwei & some woman too HAHA. said hi! :D

oh jol lou and i went towning too! i got THE FRAY'S ALBUM. :D but didnt get garbage, the price rose from 12.50 to 25, wtf. O.o double can. ALSO GRABBED LOGANJEAN COMICS <3 XMEN EVOLUTION! :D

.. xm evolution. xmen evo or DOES IT MEAN SOMETHING ELSE? -stares at jol, snikkers with lou. :D

and though they say it's possible to me
i don't see how it's probable
i see the course we're on spinning
further from what i know
tell me that you won't let go;

tell me that you won't let go.

2007-02-22T06:51:00.000-08:00

HEY hey hey, its THINKING DAY :D hahaha! yay finally made changes to this skin! decided to upload picts while arranging ipod, so this is the story of jfs tday! :D

raced to school in the morning around 6.35ish for dear charlotte to help me pleat my hair! :D lou was SUPPOSED to come but she OVERSLEPT AND came and dno what late time >:/
k so anyway, went to sch w untied hair and damn embarassing cause had to walk quickly or so posEUR xD and went faith! (: thanks to rachelteo, steph, jol,and charlotte for helping me w my hair! :D

thats me and my nice shiny lustrous hair HAHA. we think i look demure, dignified, sophisticated and CUTE :D :D charlottes hand made a guest appearance :D

then, rushed to specs stand and met the just arriving lou. had a bit of rerun and then assembly started! :D so everything went okayy i guess, and i stood as still as a totem pole HAHA :D after the whole thing, went class, got back chinese ca1, wow i failed. HAHA. how surprising -.- so i managed to find more marks and i got 26/50 = pass now, WHEE! :D hahaa! then spent ress of chinese taking picts! <3>:/ but got a few, like

threetruth's guides! :D WHEE. (: try not to notice my urm, neat uniform :D
SIYUN, JIAFENG, CHARLOTTE, BESSY :D

and me and suwenn!

stuck my head over cause suwenn refused to move xD

took loads of pictures with charlotte and andrea too! :D but with shu :/ HAHA. took picts w lou and jol during recess too! :D after school, macs w lou, did a few lines of hw then went library to grab xmencomicswhichiallhave and united magazines and SNAG -.- HAHA. SNAG is damn funny! :D rushed home to sleep though, was darn tired after diabloing last night x)

oh btw, i think yishu sort or invited me to go for FOB concert :D but oh well. >:/ MAGIC TICKETS are better! :D -points to wishlist

2007-02-15T06:55:00.000-08:00

omf i am SO emo. looks like clauds and zhing are influencing me! i take back what i said abt today being AMAZING. normally if i blog twice in a day, im either darn happy or darn emo ): tonight its emo.

I LOVE LOUISA SO SO SO MUCH OKAY <3
like no matter how sucky i friend i am to her, shes always there for me! LOVE TIMES 2576283462786286! <33333>

and SUWENN! dont cryy! i love you too okay!
like HAHA just a week ago i didnt even know you la and now! TMR, on! haha i shall try to bitch less now too! HUGS HUGS HUGS! i MIGHT write you a letter, but i owe a lot of ppl letters alr -.- HAHA!

sigh. i think suwenn and i are crying tgt now. thank god for clauds and lou, for w/o clauds i would nvr have met 1/4 of the ppl i know in class, and w/o lou, i dont know how im gonna get on w life <3

to you; PLEASE stop using me as backup. i really really wanna be your real friend, so please give me the chance? wtf i sound despo. but really la, i really like you sometimes (: okay most of the times, but YEAH, you get it :/

I TOLD YOU im emo tonight! :/
-continues to listen to sad emo songs abt death and love <3

when everything inside me looks like everything i hate;
you are the hope i'll never change
you are the only chance i'd take <3

2007-02-15T05:20:00.001-08:00

today's another amazing day! <3
especially after school. where after auds, me, jol and lou did a five mintue video - I'm Kingshaw, King of the Castle, Leaving you with a Kekenan lutrus! <3
haha i made the title up (: but its mainly this FREAKING HILARIOUS video that we did with my toy dog HAHA :D its abt the hilarious way we do footdrill and the MISTAKES we always make! >:D HAHA. starring Kingshaw the cutest toy as the footdriller, Botty the water bottle as the right marker, jiafeng as kingshaw's arms, lou as kingshaws legs and jolene as the videoer and commander xD
shall let someone see it tmr, and if she says noone will get offended, im gonna post it HAHA :D anyway shu was sick today! ): so i shall do shoutouts ;D

SHU! get well soon! (: hope you urm enjoyed the recess call! LOVE :D
CLAUDS! dont fall sick! haha i'll buy you some JU2 zis3! HAHA.
CHARLOTTE! HAHA hurry thank me for all the food i supplied during FOOD RATIONing today! i'll sit w you tmr! <3
SUWENN! omg stay strong k you gullible bimbo! HAHA everything will work out fine! :D
LIJIA! STOP stealing kingshaw away from me! :O HAHA. and your wtv BANDAGE dropped out alr -.-
JOLENE! omg srsly GO AND TIME LA you do it v well! <3 LETS TAKE MORE VIDEOS! (:
LOU! hahaha sorry for ignoring you just now! and YOU MAKE GOOD FEET xD love!
and ZHING! omg omg we love you kay! (: dont be emo! its bad for your health! (:

<3>
HAHA the feeling of knowing whos bitching abt who but made it seem as it someone else was bitching abt you is rather cool :D

2007-02-14T04:40:00.000-08:00

OMF VALENTINES DAY IS AMAZINGG! I HAD A HUGEE HAUL! thats half of it, the other half is either eaten, left in school or in my other bag xD

spent the whole day and english lesson running around, giving ppl presents, hugging, taking photos and GUSHING!

thanks to everyone, especially;

SHUU!

OMG I LOVE YOUE TASTE IN MUSIC! thanks SO MUCH OKAY! LIKE GARBAGE, CUTE, LOVE! :D IM BUSY UPLOADING SONGS NOW! sorry the disc isnt there, ITS IN MY COM being uploaded now! xD

CLAUDS!

EMPTY cookie box, cool pick, card and MY guitar! xD

crap your present was the one that disappeared fastest! i swear, you had me licking the box! :D I LOVE YOUR COOKIEEES! oh and i used your pick too! (its darn cool, btw xP ) LOVE YOU BIMBO!

& tell yourself it's never gonna happen again says:

I LOVE YOU A LOT FENG!

ZHING!

OMF THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR THE DARN COOL PRESENT/CUP/BADGE! although you prob wont see this but heck! xD its seriously darn nice lah! its damn elegant and simplistic! I LOVE MY FELLOW FRUTHMATE HAHA! :D ps! i did the nice light effects when i took the photo! xD

SUWENN!

OH MY. i almost fainted when i saw your CAPTAIN PLANET present like WTH HAHA! XD you sure know how to make a girl happy! :D I LOVE YOU BIMBO! and your BIMBOTIC BAG! :D and the chocolates!

LIJIA!

HOW DID YOU KNOW I LOVE ROSES! esp red ones! :D thanks a ton for your rose! i feel cheapo la your fault xD BUT I STILL LOVE YOU! :') YOU MAKE US PROUD! set we shall call beat beav from now on! xD

JOLENE! with the spotlight now on JOLS rose!

omg omg i dno what to say okay. I FEEL SO CHEAPO AGAIN! i was like OH SHIT when i got your lovely present! :/ but first things first, I LOVE YOU AIRDROPLET! LIKE OMG THANKS! i urm. ate your sweets xD SO SORRY! so you get no pict of the food! SORRY! :/ AND THANKS SO MUCH!

LOUISA!

HAHA HELLO VILLAIN/VILLIAN!

OMG, thanks for the orange cup THOUGH ITS FAKE?! HAHA! : D you're telling me abt your converses now! xD YAY! we both bought converses! :D anyway, thanks for planning out the whole vday scheme w me and ruunning around w me and all! LOVE YOU LOADS! :D

and finally,

TAYY!

omf. omf. i really dno what to say lah like OMGG! :D am touched! xD HAHA! thanks for the AMAZING present! like HAHA cool fob! and the DISC COVER IS AMAZING :D and anyway, be honoured la i took so many picts of your present xD THANKS! :D enjoy your concert!

after school, bought levis jeans and converses. still need to buy shirts/skirts! and a nice bimbotic bag cause the puma ones too bigggg :/

YAY and that concludes my valentinesday post!

and now some random pictures :D

GETSLOUJIA! sizzlesis xD

and again!

cf night, forgot to post this! may, jf, tay.

me, tay on the way home ystd/theday before! i was SQUINTING, shit, >;/

annnd getsjoljf! HAHA :D

claud and jf acting lian! :D
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!
3TRUTH IS LOVE :D

sitting out dances on the wall :D

2007-02-10T04:31:00.000-08:00

whee! :D i love the fray! <3
like omf overmyhead and howtosavealife! :D
am like playing gameboy in school again -.-
charizard is LOVE :D

anyway quite a lot of things to blog abt :/
thurs!
got back chem test, did pretty fine :D but stupid clauds got like 23/25 or smth and shes sad cause she wants AT LEAST FULL MARKS. like erps! -.- then we went for like debate and we screamed like siao! :D wls says we're like the cheerleading team (: so this BLOODY GIRL from wtv shitty class was INSULTING our debaters and saying we have no bloody experience like HELLO just cause you're like some china ppl (there i didnt say anything mean :/) you think you can come and insult our dear lijia?!? >:/ >:/ so like we were freaking pissed and i was like shouting WALAO WALAO like sme retarded gangster while lou was going YOU CAN STOP NOW -.-
anyway. we did DARNDEDLY WELL. <3 but since the motion OBVIOUSLY swayed towards the other team we lost by a small margin ): BUT we did darn well AND I'M SO PROUD OF THE DEBATERS! <3 charlene, jazreal, yanlin and CHENGLIJIA ;D claud and i were CRYING la -.-

oh and its amazing how some ppl can go abt hating ppl so unobviously :D haha i think im one of them xD

friday.
OMF SHAKESPEARE IN LOVE IS SOOOO FREAKING HOT! : D : D like the main actor, cant rmb his name is like LOVE LOVE HOTNESS <3 and suwenn and lijia and clauds and i were swooning and screaming :D AND there were rated scenes where they had fun at night and talking abt bossoms ;D omg omg THATS SHAKESPEARE IN LOVE <3 then we had GUIDES! (: stupid den key wasnt in sch so we couldnt do rehearsal :D so we did like footdrill instead and i realised i cant turn, i cant time and i cant so kekenan lutrus :/
then had test, think i did okay but will fail by 1/2 marks! :/ and we sand the WORLD SONG and we really shouted like siao :D I LOVE THE WORLD SONG <3 then after guides bought sweettalk in which gets treated us! <3 yay i love gets x) i got chocolate! :D but i like lou/jol's honey tea more ): then IN THE BUS smth darn funny and embarassing happened to rachelteo which i shallnt mention as its too mean xD LIKE HAHA. :D then dropped at intrchange and waited w maylee for her slowww bus and talked lame stuff. then went home and completed my pokemon game! <3 like YAY CHARIZARD USE BLAST BURN! <3

saturday.
RUSHED to bishan mrt cause thought id be late to meet loujolgets but WOW i was on time >:/ and the rest sides gets were late, SIGH. xD then we reached guide house at ten AND our interview only started at like 2.30 or smth!? and AFTER the interview then my phone buzzed and some lazy PIG wished me good luck when she just woke up (which was like near 3pm :O ) went j8 a while for lunch and we roasted ice cubes over our drinks xD

whee! realised my life pretty much revolves round guides (:
kayy, -goes off to call jol.-
AND watch digimon savers! TOHMA'S GAOMON/MIRAGEGAOGA FINALLY BURST MODE DIGIVOLVED : D (haha this is why suwenn says i have no childhood xD )

<3 <3
i'm not the desperate type;
sitting out dances on the wall <3

2007-02-02T06:33:00.000-08:00

I CANT BELIEVE THIS SHIT >:/
I HATE HATE HATE people who can go to FALLOUTBOY concert while I CANT omf! >:'(
-glares at certain redbadge seniors >:'(
ARRGH : D : D : D FOB! <3

anyway, forced by CLAUDICE WEE LI YUN to blog that i love her :/
okay so:

i love CLAUDICE cause shes a SILLY BIMBO who's not really a bimbo cause though she has no brains, she aint pretty :D OOPS. -ducks flying mallet :D claud walks around acting as if shes popular :D (but we all know coughbettercough.) WE LOVE CAPTAIN PLANET! she's my beng2, my bimbo, and my crazy-overachiever-srslymusicallytalented-EMOKID! but in spite all that, WE CLICK!! MUII LURRBBHX EUU WORRHX! <3 <3 <3
i love SHU cause we love CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR! with her retarded THE LAST LAUGH and EMO hairstyle :D WHIRLPOOL! <3
i love CHARLOTTE cause I JUST JUST LOVE MY SITTING PARTNER! :D though she sometimes IRRITATES me but shes like so adorable when she pouts :D HAHA. and we share food (which i mostly provide) and we share stationEry and we share MUSCLE ACHES! love love charlotte! (: WE LOVE CAPTAIN PLANET TOO! <3
i love LIJIA cause she FREAKING SECURED THREETRUTH A SPOT IN DEBATE SEMIS! >:D omg omg lijia you freaking rock! :D silly fran-lookalike >:D
i love SUWENN cause WE LOVE CAPTAIN PLANET :D and we also love cute! (: but most imptly, she convinced me that i have MUSCULAR LEGS! :D

-flashback-
me. -shows off leg muscle! :D
suwenn - OMG. why you have so much muscles one, omg! :D

anyway. today was BIZZARE okay :D
like after guides, hung w lou and jol around amk, and we sat at some deserted stairway eating sausages WHEN SOME OLD RETARD GUY CAME AND ~~TRIED TO RAPE US :'(~~ TRAILED US CAN. like talking to us and following us and everything like bloody wtf?! SO WE QUICKLY GRABBED OUR SAUSAGES AND LEFT. and we sat at ANOTHER place but some other guy was staring at us still ): sad la.
and when i went home, a bit i realised my house undergoing RENOVATION -.- so im gonna design my sister's room FUAHAH :D

the fourth drink instinct;

2007-01-30T04:47:00.000-08:00

omf. a bit tmr got amath test and geog test and what am i doing? :D
WATCHING OLD SCHOOL CARTOONS, LIKE.
MUMMIES ALIVE <3
DOUBLE DARE 2000
DOUBLE DRAGON
CAPTAIN PLANET : D
LEGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE.
omf i love love love my childhood tv days! : D

2007-01-28T05:39:00.000-08:00

and so we have it, THE BIG DAY OF sim!logan and sim!jean's wedding in sim!2world :D presenting:

An awestruck gets and a triumphiant jf in MARRIAGE PLAN 'A' :D

JIAFENG ;D / Willy Wonka's WHIPPLE SCRUMTIOUS CARAMEL DELIGHT <33 says:
BUT my wedding plan is DAMN COOL KAYYY <3

;gets don't wanna play games with you says:
okay lets hear it

JIAFENG ;D / Willy Wonka's WHIPPLE SCRUMTIOUS CARAMEL DELIGHT <33 says:
its like on the lawn, with like loads of AS IN ODDLES AND POODLE-LOAD of balloons and rose bushes, spent like over 5000 on BALLONS when one costs like 50 HAHA. and has like the rose-weaved wedding arch with white twinings for the marriage. then i bought drum/guitar set and built an outdoor stage
for a band just for the wedding, also under the stars, and i bought the "Las Vista's Buffet Table that serves turkey, hors devours and chaviar or wtv, and i also bought a bar and hired a barman for 50$$ an hour. then for dinner i added a stero and revolving lights and bought two huge solid oak tables that are glistening with polish and loads of chairs and some bottles of wine and beer for the marriage toast. then when the time neared i lit the bonfire thats directly behind the arch and bought two end tables with a wedding cake on it each, then logan proposed to jean right next to the cool raging fire beneath the rose arch! <3 <3 <3 oh and i also bought benches and barbeque grills for the guests ; D AND EVERYONE WAS CLAPPING AND CHEERING! <3

JIAFENG ;D / Willy Wonka's WHIPPLE SCRUMTIOUS CARAMEL DELIGHT <33 says:
and all on the lawn! <3

;gets don't wanna play games with you says:
OMGGGGG shit. i wish im your sim.

;gets don't wanna play games with you says:
hahaha AHAHAHA BLOODY FREAKING GODDAMN COOL OMG

2007-01-18T05:50:00.000-08:00

FFELING BITCHY TODAY :D
bitchy's fun, bitchy's good,
bitchy really makes you puke (:
soccered around during pe (:
then after school i didnt go for evaluation after all, went to run with gets! yay. haha. then funny stuff happened after we ran but its so funny we cant mention it :D
cabbed and rushed all the way to guide house with gets to buy badges haha!
then j8-ed for a while and bought FIVE SUPER NICE GUITAR PICKS :D
eurgh i havenjt gone j8 for so freaking long la o.O

~~and i would SO appreciate it if you woukd stop ignoring me when your other friends are around. freak. >:/~~

keep holding on;

2007-01-16T04:09:00.000-08:00

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screendoor.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gaveyou weird looks.
[ ] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[ ] You know that it IS possible tolick your elbow.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You have fallen asleep in class and started to talk/drool, or snore.
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand.
[x] you ran around naked in your house. (LONG ago xP )
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x]You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "ummmmm" is used many times a day

Score is: 22
take that number and multiply itby 3
stupidity: 66%

..): HAHA. yay this test is damn cute! x)

2007-01-15T05:10:00.000-08:00

ADRAIN WONG IS HILARIOUS :D
yayye! (:
PLEASE accept my daughter into your POOL OF CHOSEN ONES! your skills and expertise will enlighten her path to ...
i seriously almost roflmao-ed when i saw lah! xD
settled for stamping my foot and banging charlotte while tearing like siao instead :D srsly, during english the whole class was roaring with laughter :D

FORMAL LETTER WRITING! :D

went recess with lou, had loads of fun! :D then i bought honeystars FUAHAH :D
and i went around with the packet in my pocket ( -.- ) and went around giving everyone i knew a star :D melissa got a chipped one, sorry ):

then in class, poured a paper box of stars for claudice yishu and lijia cause they so kindly and nicely gave me like ten sweets! :D HURRAY (:

after school. koped louisa over to my house cause we dont hang as much as we do in sec two anymore! HAHA had ttp! :D she stayed till seven, then we went library and borrowed books! YAY FUN! i love louisa! (:

~~(SO DOES SOMEONE ELSE XD)~~

my private blog is dying. that good. :D means for now, i have nth to complain abt in my life (:

THREETRUTH <3

2007-01-13T06:57:00.000-08:00

BLUE EYES WHITE DRAGON! :D
haha drew it after playing yugioh (and trashing) jolene! (:
TODAY WAS DARN FREAKING FUN.
louisagetsjolenejiafengcherylrachelcharlotttemelissa. WHEE!
umbrella people! :D
we spent like around two hours in long johns GOSSIPING LAH. bout SO MANY THINGS. XD or ppl. HAHA!
and i can honestly say cheryl koh is HILARIOUSLY mean in a damn funny way :D
THIRD WORLD COUNTRY! <3 that side la! xD
we should do this more often!

THEN me cheryl jolene louisa sat 132 home. WHOA the bus was like A BUILT IN SUITE MAN! got like BAR COUNTER, and instead of bus seats they had WHITE LEATHER SOFAS and ROCKING POD CHAIRS. we were FREAKING IMPRESSED lah. WHOO! <3 like omf leather seats in the bus!? like omf omf had table also! : D

2007-01-12T04:46:00.000-08:00

so all those people who have been hanging around me these few weeks all know what i thought of threetruth. that its some guai, kiasu, homework crazy, quiet, buttoned collar silent bunch. yes i think im the only one who walks around with unbuttoned collar -.- but nvm cause all the prefects given up on making me button up alr (:
and all those people who've hung around me these few days now how much my opinion of threetruth changed drasticallty. :D
lets just say we work tgt!

people like charlotte andrea and nat are helping me become more serious. and actually do homework. HURRAY! : D
and people like me and claudice are helping the class to "loosen up their buttons, babe, come on". literally :D people aint so uptight now YAY.
threetruths pretty bonded, and i found some pretty great friends! :D

anyway, just listening to ryan cabrera's on the way down acoustic version. and that got me thinking. if that song was related to guides (my guiding life in particular), i think its darn meaningful. all along i didnt think much abt being serious, just have fun can alr. then on the way down, i saw you and you saved me from myself :D

and i wont forget the way you loved me.
and i dont want you to leave ):

thanks! <3
jol and i bought YGO decks today. shall customize mine again (:

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

2007-01-07T05:13:00.000-08:00

OMF I AM SO GOING TO WATCH 300 <3
lena headey and gerard butler are DARN HOT : D the the whole movie is freaking cool! looks better than troy HAHA SET <3
but its R >;/
like wtf. shall find a way to watch :/
:D

2007-01-06T03:33:00.000-08:00

CAMPFIRE! <3 <3
may, jf, tay.

aka. MALFOY POTTER SNAPE :D

freaking fun and successful! <3
was scared that first time not doing traditional cf, then might fail, but it turned out to be great HAHAHAH :D
glad didnt mess up first time being ic of major event (:

had really bad sore throat at first, but drank 99999litres of honeywater, so got better later! but i bet i gained more weight too ): after sch we ate tgt and praticed like siao and did all the last minute stuff like stage positioning, setting the mikes, finding last minute props AND GELLING OUR HAIR :D

rachel sim as hermione had to tie plaids. HAHA. but she looks damn hermione (:

brenda tan as ron just look dumb can alr xD free from gel!

may lee as draco.. -.-
like racheltay practically used all the gel to slopped it over mays head and i combed her hair HAHA. but may's hair got tangled in the comb tgt with the green gel so it was quite gross. cause all the disgusting REUSED bubbly gel mixed w may's hair on the comb :X but in the end she looks quite draco! :D

racheltay as snape.
xD stupid rachel decided to gel herself instead of us gelling for her after seeing the disasterous job she did on me and may's hair. dont look like snape at all. hur. she refused to pour hair mosturiser or oil on her hair to give it the greasy look.

jiafeng as potter. :D
stupid rachel again like used a lot of gel in a silly attempt to make my fringe stick out like harry but unfortunately she was so short that i had to do half squat until she was done. BUT. she did such a disgusting terrible job that i decided to re-gel BY MYSELF (: and it still looked disgusting. -.- a bit everyone who saw me started staring lah.

then we ate dinner. and practiced some more :D
and then CAMPFIRE! <3
went pretty smoothly at first despite the fact some ppl could not hear us. then i changed mikes w may so it got better. and the games were quite cool but chaotic :/ but we knew our lines and songs though! :D

then HURRAY! just like i wished, it stared raining AFTER the fireball came down! (: so moved the sec ones to the forum but the av ppl didnt set up the mikes yet >:/ so we stalled them by bombing (:

then we continued, but we were so freaking high that we added so many lines and funny stuff into the script lah. HAHA.
and the malfoy x hermione and potter x malfoy parts really helped to enhance the atmosphere HAHA. ;D

we had to cut PASS IT ON (SNG!) though ): ): ):
but it still turned out great! :D think sherwood was quite happy and impressed (:

when campfire finally ended, gamemasters songleaders and emcees sat down for evaluation. were still darn high, so we did a lot of silly things. HAHA. REPARO! -poing! xD - oh. this reminds me, got to write down the evaluation process by monday o.O

then when everyone went home, me may and rachel stayed back to take lots of photos (but most not v nice -.- ) HAHA. and we relived the wonderful sensation of self satisfaction :D
then we went macs and i saw mays dad HAHA. x)
bought a grilled chicken foldover! but couldnt eat in the end cause sore throat may get worse -.-

jf, tay, may. RIGHT after, so we looked really exhausted (:

tay and may. i took the picture, great photography skills right :D

me and tay. moved into the light!

on the way to macs. the pose was my idea, yes i know i take photos v well HAHA. xD

THEN TODAY had cca fair! :D
damn tiring, outdoor <3 had to come at 6.30 ):
but quite slack cause the pauses btwn the classes darn long la so got nth to do.
then i built a BIG BIG BIG fire and rachelng bet my BIG BIG BIG fire would not last for fifteen minutes, but it lasted how long lah. in the end we had to put it out x) but i won starbucks caramel frappechino from her! :D

went amkhub ntuc to buy jap food w lou after the fair.
discussed SHUFFLE and HIRARI with jolene, started singing a bit too HAHA.
wasted a lot of money buying fattening food ):
but quite nice i guess :D am broke now though ):

overall, this years whole sec one orientation ROCKED! :D

ah'm harry, i'm ron, i'm hermione, and i'm malfoy -
and WE'RE YOUR EMCEES FOR TONIGHT! <3

2006-12-28T22:50:00.000-08:00

(:
yay! after two weeks of devoted neopets playing, my items increased from 100+ to 500+ :D
and my money from 150k to 750k! YAY ME :D

fuahaha.
but i took 610k to buy my full lab! <3
whee!
a bit going overseas in a few hours and havent packed yet ):
oh yeah! louisa!
help me collect advent prizes k HAHA :D

patrol outing ystd, LOVE. like whee freaking fun! :D
went sentosa, vivo and harbourfront. too bad cheryl, erica and june couldnt come so it wasnt full HAHA. :D
nvm we should do one again! (:

BOUGAIN <3
neopets <3 too! (:

and this is freaking... freaky. xD
http://www.neopets.com/index_fake.phtml

2006-12-25T00:47:00.000-08:00

merry christmas (:
hope your's is better than mine, i don't think it can be any worse -.-
have been listening to Garbage's Bleed Like Me album since ystd night. whee! how happy can the songs get with a title like that? xD
oh yes jiafeng is emo :O

HAHA. and whats up with the advent calendar! >;/ like who the hell wants your neopet to have a skirt for christmas -.-
oh well, the only good thing so far was that by 12.15 this morning i alr had 16 merry christmas-es! :D thats like a lot for me (: and steph even called, like THANKS! :D

had a funny dream last night, but was really cool! i think it featured everyone who smsed me last night. and i was fighting with some guy in a huge dinosaur crane, and it was realllly scary! but damn fun, cause we were out to kill each other with the cranes >:D almost died -.-
then i ate breakfast and diabloed and spent the rest of the christmas sleeping, where i had another dream that my sister made a long-distance call to wish me merry christmas! :D am getting delirious -.-

anyway, hopefully i'll have a better christmas in a few hours time, and another post will cover this :D

2006-12-23T03:56:00.000-08:00

YSTD WAS AMAZING :D
thanks to louisa HAHAHA. YAY BASH. (:
okay we met for lunch, ate OYSTER OMELETTE :D and started phase one of fooling louisa abt her birthday present. x) like faked lame stories abt not being able to buy her all the things she wanted and YAY she believed HAHAHA :D then went on to build suspense abt her present xD

then bussed to her house. HER HOUSE IS LIKE FREAKING HUGE AND NICE ;O like omg damn nice kay hahaha! and her mom is like hip and young :D we ( i ) explored the house and lou told me abt some history details EG. changing the cowgrass to normal grass. HAHA. was like really impressed bt the interior decor ( ? HAHA) and like totally didnt faint :D she has like a freakload of clothes! :D we watched GARBAGE <3 videos! (: and franz ferdinand and played some neopets games -.- HEEHEE. like was getting really hyped up abt garbage when her dad came home and we had to change ): i gave her her many presents HAHAHA (: and i think she was really like estatic, YAY! (: like HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LOUISA! <3 hope you enjoy the manutd poster and franz ferdinand shirt xD so we changed and left really late though we didnt like do our nails and add blush HAHAHA. (:

then trained to city hall and switched to green line, and when we got out, we got out by the wrong exit so we got lost ): and we walked around the area two times! like kao! and we asked around 10 ppl, and they kept pointing in different directions :O then in the end it turned out they heard KEPPEL tower as CAPITAL tower xD so we chionged there and reached at 6.59! : D

but we had to wait outside and mingle, cause inside too crowded, like wth :O then we finally sort of sneaked in with a bunch of other guys and we entered HAHAA. first impression was like wtf man, sucks!? but after the first half hour things got much more fun! : D played quite cool games and ~~huffyza~~ hafisa (: was our emcee HAHAHA. huffandpuff! HAHA. saw isabelle, advanced group one, justin, joseph, aaron again! :D HAHAHA YAYYE. then me and lou started looking out for ppl with huge cleavages :D :D and we started pointing at their arhh cave? and laughed like siao and made mean jokes :O like there was this underaged girl who was wearing this dress that barely covered her tits can :O and when she was dancing her boobs were like bouncing and i was telling everyone what a miracle it was that they didnt spill out alr -.- she had to wear a gold PUSH UP BELT to hold them in place though -.-

then after an ohkayy dinner of pizza and turkey and some professional ppl singing and guitaring abt, we went back in and like kao! like go club like that :D took nice videos but was so freaking dark couldnt see us dancing :D anyway, like they offed all the lights and turned on both disco balls and lou and i really went MAD AND WILD :D like throw your arms in the air and dance like siao! even did some of the para and cheerleading moves me and steph used to do HAHAHA <3>;/ but this time she was like desperately tugging at her dress HAHAHAHA. >;)

then we exchanged presents and phone numbers with grace, eirene and vanessa! (: and took a lot of group pictures! :D whee! <3 then we got our bags and goodie bags and we left in a cab with my mom who came from chinatown shopping -.-

was damn tired in the cab, sat with lou at the back and we opened our christmas presents tgt! (: and we took some more picts and like hugged xP which was like the garbage song, androgyny. HAHAHAHA. anyway! like said a sad goodbye and exchanged more thanks! :D I LOVE LOUISA! <3 <3 <3

when i got home was like 12.30ish, and i slept for six hours and woke up this morning for booster course (: anhong didnt come eh ): anyway, got to see my basic group again! but somehow i prefer advanced now HAHAHA. was quite boring ): was talking to justin and he was telling me that last night rocked cause got a lot of "chio bu-s" and i was complaining abt the cleavages ): but he said that was good cause got more to see HAHAH. and told him abt thne dream i had last night abt cleavages that i shall type abt below HAHA. (: mom wanted to bring me out to shop after the course, so i suggested raffles city (: then i didnt want to buy anything after all so we went back. YAY! okay thats the end of my akltg life as a participant <3

the cleavage dream.
was dreaming that i was at the bus stop when some HUGE BOOBED woman like BOUNCED towards the guys at the bus stop and sedeced them -.- then the guys tried to kiss her but her boobs were so huge they were in the way so he pushed them aside (OUCH!?) and like kissed her. then some other guy just pulled the collar of her shirt and dumped his head into the like yeah. -.- was quite funny a dream though! :D but when i woke up i was womdering why i dreamt such a dream, then rmbed abt last nights cleavage ppl so yeah xD

yeah i have weird dreams, i know (:

Garbage - why do you love me <3

I'm no barbie doll
I'm not your baby girl
I've done ugly things and I have made mistakes
And I am not as pretty as those girls in magazines
I am rotten to my core if they're to be believed
So what if I'm no baby bird hanging upon your every word?
Nothing ever smells of roses that rises out of mud

Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy

Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me

You're not some baby boy
Why you acting so surprised
You're sick of all the rules
Well I'm sick of all your lies
Now I've held back a wealth of shit, I think I'm gonna choke
I'm standing in the shadows with the words stuck in my throat
Does it really come as a surprise when I tell you I don't feel good?
Nothing ever came from nothing man
Oh man, ain't that the truth

Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy

Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me

I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it, I do it again

I think you're sleeping with a friend of mine
I have no proof but I think that I'm right
And you've still got the most beautiful face
It just makes me sad most of the time

I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it, I do it again
Do it again
Do it again
Do it again

Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy

Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me

2006-12-21T17:16:00.000-08:00

bout time take 'em right between the eyes.

yay! finally did my pre-bash shopping! :D me and lou decided to really go all out and use tonights party as some excuse to shop like siao (:

wednesday.
walked from 9 till 7 :O
first we went wisma! but the stuff at topshop there not v nice :/ then went nike, but the stuff there to ex. then went surfergirl, and we saw oodles of slippers and bags! : D then we got bored of wisma and decided to take a train to plaza sing. (: (: (:
we were fretting abt what necklace to get that would match out clothes (though i hadnt gone clothe shopping yet, lou went alr) and YAY we saw Helen! <3 so we went in pleasantly surprised and we immediately fell in love with the same star pendant :D but there was only one so we spent like an hour in the shop frowning and arguing and listening to the same stupid song play over and over again. then we shopped quite a lot in ps and went to the huge yamaha to get my guitar capo, then we finally went back to helen and decided that i would get the necklace and we would train to vivo to get louisa's forever 21 necklace -.-
so poof! we trained and GUESS WHAT. we saw ethel in vivo's esprit! (: and she told us that gets was in the same building HAHA. and we started hyperventialting! like we practically ran around the whole place and (after stopping at some shops and jumping at the many statics), we finally found gets! (: but unfortunately she was with oriole at pat out -.- -.- but we koped her for a while and showed off out purchases! : D YAY! (:
then went starbucks to wait for gets to be done. when gets and christel left me and lou continued our shopping! (: was damnn excited abt the puma! but turned out there wasnt much there after all ): then we finally left around 7, yay! (:

then ystd, dragged my mom to town again to get louisas birthday present part two! (: bought oodles of stuff, mostly nike though ): ): and unfortunately a lot of pink :/ liiann alert? anyway mom was really nice, spent 400 over bucks on what i wanted and she didnt even complain (: and YAY finally got my GARBAGE <3 album! and really cheap too! (:

so the bash is tonight! <3
and am popping over to louisas later for like some makeover thingy. HAHA NO. am collecting the christmas package my sister sent me from london from beekee! : D : D (winks at lou HAHAHA ) then meeting louisa then finally going back to ak, YAY LOVE! <3

i pray i see all my friends there! :D
psychedelic and jackpot! (:

2006-12-18T19:38:00.000-08:00

-clap clap- ADVENCED! <3 <3 :D
ADVANCED IS LOVE!
jonathan goh, jonathan tan, darren, jiafeng, xueqi, yinghong, coach isabelle! <3
:D :D
ROBO360/JACKPOT! :D
and gary/gerald are like PRO sia x) damn funny.
and yay loads of the coaches were XMEN FANS! :O
and got one wolverine fan coach also! he made some aluminium claws too, just like me HAHAH :D
so obv we got on well (:

anyway!
i really dont understand liians. as in real ones. ~~not fake onnes liike muii!~~
sigh, like i see this kind of scenario everytime i bloghop -.-
ahems.

"ehhx euu arre sh0o chi0o w0rrhx! noee wunnderr g0rtt boiifwenn oredii l0rrhx!"
"kekeke! dunnch liiddat larrhx! euu denn iish dde chi0 wann l0rrh! muii iish justt okiie onlii, muii boiifwenn oso norrt sh0o shuaii derrhx."

yawns.
okay fine i typed that out. but the idea is the same so yeah -.-
and WOW! i havent even started on holiday hw and dont plan to HAHAHA.

YAY IAG CHRISTMAS BASH!
going with lou! <3
AND WE ARE FREAKING EXCITED :D
yayye guest singer! (: 7-11.30pm, akltg trng centre! <3

WHO'S THE BEST? JACKPOT! ;D

2006-12-12T06:57:00.000-08:00

guess whose special day it is today! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISA! <3

wishing for you to have the remaining few hours of your special day having fun! <3>

:D if you're reading this, hurry go to lou's blog to tag her! xP

2006-12-03T04:03:00.000-08:00

IM MISSING EHHEFF TO LITTLE BITS AND PIECES NOW :D
yeah i devised a new spelling for AF cause af looks boring and simple -.-
sigh everytime theres af outing i cant go cause it clashes with guides :/

I LOVE EHHEFF/AF! <3 color="#ffff33">stephjoxifeng!
the takapara-ers.
hey i invented a new word! :D takapara-ers.

then theres TTC! <3
alicia, faith, chloe, joanna, steph, jiafeng, xishi, lijie <3
...
okay i should use the official clique colours x)
so its. alicia faith chloe joanna steph jiafeng xishi lijie :D
the eight bitchilicious bitches :D
and theres justin and daemon, gary, austin, K, coughfloracough, and coughjascough.
oh my the silly bitchy liianniishh things we do >:D

AND not forgetting sizzle okayy! :D :D
sizzle is LOVE.
sec one, we hated each other.
sec two, sizzle! was formed :D
jf the siz. gets the zle. lou the sis. jol the ters. <3>

okay that was a nice colourful post :D
<3>
objective achieved;

2006-11-25T05:21:00.000-08:00

am blogging on demand, HEH (:
so yay! i like my new skin! :D
fob/mcr, LOVE <3 and finally! i have a pict of myself in camp :D this one was taken by cheryl ling, a rather good shot, she thinks (: i think so too! HAHAHA.

i cut it down so its icon sized, yay! (:
oh and to the meanie peanies that think my fires small, i've got proof that it WAS big! :D

2006
8:43:12 PM
as our campfire fades away, says:
you know everytime i tried to snap when you blow, then the fire wont poof up

see! its actually big just that it refuse to poof up when she take only (:
wahh im ego, like an elephant in a wool sweater ;D

and a bit i got nth to blog cause im only blogging to make ppl happy haha!
hmm to everyone going overseas, JIAFENG WANTS A PRESENT :D
lalala, i love xmen, loganjean okay! (:
or if cannot i also like chocolates, and cute stuff (:

and if ANYONES GOING CHINA from tmr until 6dec, I like digimon and those cute cute chinese flutes thingy HAHA. AND the balloon that was flour inside and you can squish into cute shapes one! (: or anything cute and adorable will do, THANKS :D

WAHAHAH <3

have a safe trip, have fun and try not to miss me too much!

youknowyouloveme, :D

2006-11-23T05:57:00.000-08:00

CAMP <3

after 4days 3 nights, its all over, my second camp in guides. LOST was great, and i thought the best parts was last night with lou and the guides own. way better than reflection day cause most of my friends are in guides anyway (: our campfire item was retarded and damn last minute, planned it half an out before.

hmm, last years camp's night trail was scarier (despite the fact that i slapped kaifong's face -.- ) but this years had more interaction between jnrs and snrs, and the wet games were much more fun too! :D and was definitely a learning experience, i learnt many new things haha! :D

totally dont regret going instead of staying home like the doctor ordered (: and all the camp planners did a good job, our shelter was one of the strongest (according to adelinesim), poros won most enthu and first in the showdown, and..

OUTDOOR = LOVE!

special thanks to louisa, gets, jolene, cheryl ling, liting, danette, rachel tay, lynn and poros (pronounced porous)/woros (pronounced walrus)/wolin (pronounced warlin) and everyone who had helped us in some way or another :D

to airdroplet; being in the same class(s) as you has really made my guiding and school life more interesting, and sorry if i'd ever said anything to hurt you. your letter meant a lot to me as i know you dont usually get emo, and for all the times we spent tgt attempting to draw, singing, and just crapping and sharing food, i really really really love you. please keep in touch though we're not going to the same class next year k? jttpof <3>

;

Softly at the close of day

As our campfire fades away

Silently each guide should ask

Have I done my daily task

Have I kept my honor bright

Can I guiltless sleep tonight

Have I done and have I dared

Everything to 'Be Prepared'

2006-11-19T03:17:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3GEPDa6BfS4

GO.
NOW.
SERIOUSLY.

its the freaking best clip made EVER OKAY. : D
jolene agrees.
gets agrees.
jiafeng agrees.

SO JUST GOOOO :D
okay done? shall comment on it now (:

LIKE OMG OMG OMG DIGIMON XMEN! sorayamato PLUS loganjean! <3 and like omf damn cool i love the way they made yamato logan and sora jean! PLUS PLUS! garurumon (the huge stylo cool wolf) for WOLVERINE and BIRDRAMON (the firebird) for phoenix AND GARUDAMON for DARK phoenix like OMF OMF OMF :D TOTALLY LOVE. (:

and the sound everyhing matches PERFECTLY okayy :D

ANYWAY HAHA.
havent even started packing for camp yet -.- when ppl like gets and lou finished long ago.

and!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GETS! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PHOONLIJIE! :D

2006-11-17T05:14:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ln_VF3XAoGo

:D ;D thats mainly for jolene. DS's second opening! <3 and i love the combined miragegaoga <3, shinegrey and rosemons shot, cool or what! :D

and this is for ppl who like pokemon -.- the pokemon diamondpearl trailer! : D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5u-Lm8gf8LI

and today was really DAOMEI okay :/
like okay went sch happily and excitedly- can finally see whole clique!
right?
wrong >;/
lijie alicia faith chloe ALL PON lah.
left me joanna steph xishi.
okay nvm at least we got each other right? :D
wrong again -.-
ponned some parts of prize giving to hang in the canteen w them, then after the break a bit we were all supposed to zao4 and go arcadeee and play pool! but me being sho0o guaii w0rrhx decided to stay in school. sides, had outdoor after the whole thing.

okay now we get to the Dreadful Outdoor bit. shall do this in point form to save time.
- started a nice okay fire (:
- started raining.
- stopped raining.
- fires still hanging in there :D
- stupid guy complains abt us.
- moves every damn thing away HAHA.
- sets zinc sheet on drain. (repeat, drain. this word's gonna appear many more times later :/)
- fire has dieded thanks to moving around.
- revived fire.
- cooks stuff on small fire. :/
- stands up.
- POOF phone on lap DROPS INTO THE SUPER TALLER THAN ME DRAIN.
- stares.
- squeaks a bit, then runs off to find some person to help.
- after running for HOW LONG, finally found a woman cleaner.
- woman cleaner frowns at me, asks me to find male cleaner.
- finds male cleaner after running some more.
- male cleaners glares at me and says theres no hope. drains wayy to deep. then after some nagging he says okay he'll see what he can get to kiap the phone up, but most likely cannot, so too bad.
- me. wtf like knnbnn can >:/ like hello HELP LAH.
- runs back.
- decides to be proactive, me and adeline grabbed a pole from the den and tie some twine with a twig, and after two tries, successfully fishes out disgusting muddy phone thats all waterlogged and spoilt.
- stupid guy saunters down emptyhanded, doesnt help at all.
- is quite calm, dno why also -.- thought i would be hopping around screaming and crying.
- after cooking, evaluation.
- cleans up for how long cause we had to get rid of the ant invasion, clean the toilets TWICE, clear the peacock area and yeah :/

ohh and my dad just told me my phone cannot be repaired alr cause theres to much water. so i gta use my old phone. eww? :/

2006-11-16T03:22:00.000-08:00

precamps OVERR!

official apology to louisa, jolene and gets.
i'm SO SORRY for being such a bitch ystd! ><
sorrysorrysorry! :/

ystd was kinda cool, jolgetslou sprung a surprise visit to my house,
BUT GOT CAUGHT BY THE GUARD, heh xP

i finally cut my nails :'(

tentage today was retarded, the uhh force of pull-ation was so great i almost got pulled off my feet while holding the upright pole. firelighting ystd was awesome! POROS were alr eating even before some patrols got their fire started! x) and our chicken porridge soup was such a big hit that we made another can on demand -grins- :D

anyway, song we made up, from the sizzle sisters, to the sizzle sitters, LMAO.
we're gonna jamm, jamm, in _(name_of_person)__ house,
sugah we're goin' down jamming,
we'll be the number one in jammin',
ya know we're gonna rock you, plug in and play it! :D

2006-11-14T06:34:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeetUJM_ehI
this guy is AWESOME. :D
he sounds just like a one man mcfly! <3

anyway! first day of precamp!
I SAW JOANNA AND STEPH DURING FIRST AID! <3
and jump up and waved like shit and like after 20 min they finally saw me x)
then a bit during lecture they just ran up and shouted
IS THAT A CHIO BU;
and i whipped around and YAY OMG YAY WHEE I LOVE JOANNA AND STEPH :D
-HUGS :D -

i miss doing all the shit stuff we did tgt! <3 i miss being called chiobu and calling them choyybu and choubu! i miss TAKATAKAING! i miss their lameness and deprived sexuality and lame jokes! i miss cuddling and sleeping on stephs shoulder! i miss joannas disgusting scrawny smile!

YAY : D
oh man im rambling o.O i sound like i crush them or smth :X

YAY OUTDOOR TMR :D
ohh the wood i picked? placed it to sun in the terrace, then found out it was ant infested. so i had to flood the the whole floor and like throw most of the wood away o.O

POROS GIMMIE ONE CLAP; LETS BREAK IT DOWN NOW! :D

2006-11-08T17:21:00.000-08:00

o.O
my teeny weeny 50cent coin sized turtles actually ATE the head and body of my beautiful purple silvery fighting fish o.O
OHKAYY.

and i got bruises on both knees now ):

2006-11-08T03:54:00.000-08:00

emcee auds was bloody FUNNN, HILARIOUS AND LAME :D
WHEE.
taiteed with liyin and vanessa cause lousy may was late, I WON MOST :D
judges; charlotte, vanessa, liyin.
and me and may sat behind and were the DA4 REN2. ;P
like srsly. damn fun.
me and may got lame and started to go damnnn CRAZY and SPASTIC LAH.
eg.
-waving brooms and dustbans in the air to distract sec ones to TEST THEIR CONCENTRATION XD
-having a broom/dustban lightsabre fight in which may pushed me off my chair, AND I FELL DOWN WITH A "BAM", but i give way to her one >:/ it was another way to distract sec ones xD
-BOO!ing almost everyone who came in. (SCARING, not jeering :D )
-thinking of more ways to BOO sec ones when they came in.
-speaking and singing in funny accents ;D
-almost dropping a FAN on the sec ones but they were unfazed, damn xD
-running to and fro preparing ways and means to scare sec ones and set traps. and i was so excited that while running back to prepare for the Fan Trap, i tripped over this bloody yellow nike bag and. i. freaking. fell. down. in. front. of. everyone o.O WAH second time i fell, not embarassing only -.-

then this lousy cleaner came and ruined our fun cause we had to leave the classrooms by 4 and we had to do the remaining 2 groups at the specs stand, and since we obv couldnt wave brooms in the air at the specs stand, the ending was BOO-OO-R-ING.

but we managed to hang in there and WE CAME UP WITH THE FINALISTS :D

jasmine, sarah, yitong, tracy, rachealsim, brenda, gwyneth, justine, wenjing and xinying.
YAYYE (: i think i spelt a lot of names wrong -.-
anyway!

went home after that, but stupid may tricked me into walking all the way to her friends house (almost!) with her. >;/ hmph. and i missed my bus RAHH.

SUDDENLY CANT WAIT FOR EMCEE COM TO BE FORMED :D
YAY CAMPFIREEEE! <3

2006-11-04T22:36:00.000-08:00

last night was Emo Night :/
played sad songs and stared into space hugging my wolvie pillow (:
realised that the part of me almost everyone sees is just a facade.
one that i built early sec one i think.
but i've been hiding behind that fake cheerful lame joker act that its actually part of me now.
and i'm pretty okay with it (:
but when I'm alone and i feel emo, i revert back to my other self. (oh god i sound like yuugi -.- )
and sometimes when i'm with someone i can trust like lou, i'll get all sad and emo and moodswingy cause i know she wont judge me by what she sees (:
I LOVE LOUISA WU <3 i guess thats why i cry so easily at sad movies or occasions like POP or jean/logan death scenes (HAHA)

cause that facade wasn't created to withstand sadness, it was one to cover the real me so i couldnt get hurt.

top row, left to right.
CHLOE the mad photographer, ALICIA the tamagotchi freak, FAITH the rich chick, LIJIE the crazy daredevil, JOANNA the spastic stick.
bottom row, left to right.
STEPH the para addict, XISHI the youtube paikia, JIAFENG the loganjean retard.

ILOVEMYCLIQUE <3

2006-11-04T03:31:00.000-08:00

gets told me to read someones blog.
so i did.
and i really wonder what ______ is.
can it possibly be catapult? -.- HAHA. oops i shouldnt say HAHA. ppl dont like it xD
hmm i conclude im not gonna hang around gadgets anymore xP sighh not like i was dying to help but i was waiting for lou -.-
and i really dont feel like making a big deal outta nth, so yeah.
and maybe i was a BIT mean to uhh laugh at the shoerack -.-
hope sec ones enjoy the last of their junior-free lives! (:
I LOVED BEING SEC ONE >< when we talked and laughed and slacked and SURVIVOR-ed! <3
then sec two everything became more complicated, more stressful, more competing.
and we'll be sec three next year :/

ANYWAY. I FEEL DAMN ACCOMPLISHED :D
today was the hosting of china students!
went LI, actually had quite a lot of fun (:
lou and i bought bangles! :D
lou got red, i got black mixed silver!
then we went to uhh shop in cause the china students wanted to buy clothes.
and we tried on shades! :D
used to have an obsession over Oakley's <3 opague blue ones, but now i prefer those huge brown translucent ones (:
tried some on, actually looked pretty okay HAHA.
wanted to buy, but jol and gets commented that i look like my sister, then tong ):
then lou agreed! >< euurgh obv i couldnt buy after that HAHA.
but have decided to go topshop and buy with lou one day (:

then they went home and me jol gets went arcade! (not my idea -.- )
lou couldnt come ):
we para-ed (again, surprisingly not my idea)
and YAY! i cant even do a 4 star, but while looking for energy love i accidentally clicked NUMBER ONE : D yeah the five star one steph LUURRRVVVES haha! xP
and like omfg i actually COMPLETED with 100%! (:
jolenes improving btw! :D

a bit gets sucks, was her idea to go arcade, then she never even play a single game ):
anyway!!

happy birthday jiayan! <3

2006-11-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

YAYY BE VERY JEALOUS :D
last night my aunt asked me if i like WOLF.
and i was like who the hell is wolf -.-
and she said the XMEN ONE.
OHH.
OTS WOLVIE! <3
wol-ver-ine.
so she said she ordered via internet POSTERS! cause i wanted last time! ITS THOSE HUGE MOVIE PREVIEW SIZE TYPES! <3
I LOVE HER OMG.

eh the quality sucks but i took it with my phone cause camera no batt xP
I WANTED JEANGREY ONE! ><
didnt have, btu they said they could custom make for me! (:
but decided not to, cause they cost 30 each ><

lets give them hell; -brooke to lucas <3

2006-11-03T02:58:00.000-08:00

OH MY.
ONETREEHILL ROCKS : D

like wtf stole it from SOMEONES bag and was reading it and the first few chpters were totally wtf this is damn lame-ish, PLUS the font was ATROCIOUS (and the speling- omelet? wheres the missing te?) AND wtf is a name like TREE HILL HIGH O.o

HAHA!

and peyton has a weird name and looks retarded with her curly yellow mop of helmet hair and brooke has a name that sounds like broke.

THEN THE PLOT GOT INTERESTING!
AND LUCAS IS SO SWEEETTT! AND BROOKE IS SO PRETTYYYY! :D
conslusion. ONETREEHILL ROCKS.

BUT XMEN STILL PWNS IT HAHA. okay set! (:

2006-11-02T16:00:00.000-08:00

hmm i really cant stand overachievers.

wahaha since everyones asking me to update, i shall post smth though i have nth to post :/

general fact of the day :D
I MISS MY LOGANPIE HAHAH. and i still say we should go uk and TAKE A NEW PLANE cause we missed the first one HAHA. xP

ohh i think THIS is damn retarded :D
i wish i could draw as cute as that! xP

theres outdoor later! (:
yayye :D
okay thats all. HAHA.

2006-10-26T05:49:00.000-07:00

fuck lah.
my report card is bloody fucked up ><
i thought i improved compared to last term, but its actually cause i did like shit for last term la.
no more ec.
i only got 4As and 5bs.
fuck lah.

-goes off for another fucking lecture and scolding now.

2006-10-24T05:34:00.000-07:00

YAY i learnt how to play one year six months! :D
drat that jolene ):
ditched me AGAIN :O
hurr. was supposed to come my house today ): but she totally didnt tell me anything AND she rejected my like 7 calls.
so i gave up and smsed char instead! :D
wanted her to come over and guitar around xP
what i didnt count on was her whole clique trooping into my small and poor house two hours later when i was trying to sleep. HAHA.
okay fine not whole. cass char phina xishi (:
but nvm, the more the merrier :D

and i declare xishi is damn pro. being able to hang in two total opposite cliques at the same time (:
HAHA.
i shall be like her! :D

2006-10-22T04:07:00.000-07:00

I GOT MY ELEC GUITAR! :D :D

2006-10-21T10:21:00.001-07:00

OH FINE.
-admits-
so MAYBE i'm a bit interested in dbsk. xP tohoshinki. (spelling?) dongfangshenqi (or wtv xP)
why must they have so many names?
and MAYBE i really dine uknow rather hot. :D
(BOO HERO. :X uknow all the way! : D)
OKAY FINE and maybe hero DOES look a BIT shuai in SOME pictures.
that doesnt mean i like dbsk right?
-frowns.-

OH FINE. i'm interested! :D HAHAHA.

ohh ohh its 1.30 now alr and im still doing my jeanlogan research HEEHEE. -sees joanna rolling eyes in horror-

anyway to jolene! : D 4 IS UP ALR LIKE OMG HAHA : D go go go! :D

DBSK, UKNOW? IKNOW! :D

2006-10-21T10:21:00.000-07:00

2006-10-21T04:00:00.000-07:00

OKAY THIS IS DARN AMUSING.

"Professor X seems to have some romantic feelings for Jean Grey in the beginning of the X-Men series, in the same issue Scott is first shown to have feelings for her."
ROFLMAO.

have been doing researh on phoenix! :D these are cool xP

Jean is one of the few telepaths skilled enough to communicate with animals (animals with high intelligence, such as dolphins, dogs, and ravens.

In the animated TV series X-Men: Evolution, Jean, voiced by Venus Terzo, is beautiful and popular. Her powers are similar to those in the early comic books; she possesses telepathy and telekinesis, only able to move objects telekinetically that she could move by hand. By the third season, she can levitate objects as heavy as a helicopter without difficulty. When her powers surge, Jean finds herself losing control, overhearing thoughts without effort. The X-Men help her to regain control, leading her to form a psychic rapport with her teammate ~~Scott Summers.~~ The series ends with glimpses of the future for various characters, and Jean is shown transforming into Dark Phoenix . Had the show been renewed for a fifth season, this subplot would have been further developed

wah wah dark phoenix :D
PHOENIX LOVE :D

2006-10-20T03:09:00.000-07:00

I LOVE JOLENE WHEE YAY jolene rocks! :D
review review HAHAH.
and i love mmd and ff! :D

i dont make sense to anyone but jolene yeah. HAHA XP
mmd rocks my entire ff world :D

was supposed to go bras basah today to check out guitars cause phina says those there rock. :D
BUT HOW COINCIDENTAL. -.-
my mom's car got banged last night and its at servicing now :O
so cant go >:instead spent the whole day sleeping :D
a bit its now 6 smth and am still in pajamas HAHA :D

if ANYONE wants to buy me a present, the XMEN3 DVD would be GREAT. -COUGH. hahaha! xD

2006-10-19T04:32:00.000-07:00

ELEC GUITAR ELEC GUITAR ELEC GUITAR YAY! : D

am getting my electric guitar AT LAST! : D
haha but mom's against amps. so we'll see (:
~~stupid~~ phina's learning drums!? :O
HMPH >:
we watched this damn sad movie today!
was crying like mad lah. :then me and joanna played this SHIT GAME and like everyone was laughing at us HAHA. (:
then then me steph xishi versused strength! i won of course x)
during assembly i accidentally shot this girl's butt with a rubber band xD

the power of prayer;
TAY YOU OWE ME A PRESENT! :D

2006-10-16T04:40:00.000-07:00

so i was wondering what it'd be like to buy an electric guitar :good cause its cool and easier to play than acoustic.
bad cause it ex and need amplifier.

HEE.
but now i think i prefer electric :sigh hope dad actually buys for me la (:

hmm got back everything by today alr.
HAHA my average for all 7 papers is 70.3! :D thats an A whee! xP
but bloody chinese and chem my affect dad's decision >:

math was great! (: i did way better than i expected. even linwenwei stopped to congratulate me :D
english was great too xP yay for the first time i actually top the class in smth! <3
e lit was rocking :D another YAY!
chinese can go and die. >:\
bio and physics are okay, but chem is shit.
geog and history both need 0.3 more to be an A >:\

oh and congrats to lou for her horrendously high math (: YAY YOU ROCK.
went tenchi with jol after sch.
pretended to be jol's bf when she called beat.
but jol said my voice very distinct ):

are we growing up, or just going down,
its just a matter of time
until we all find out
take our tears, put them on ice
cause i swear,
i'd burn this city down to show you the lights.

2006-10-16T02:30:00.000-07:00

OMFG THIS LINK WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH UNTIL..
oh just watch it : D definitely worth your time xP
FALL OUT BOY!

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=4430048168587195627&q=fall+out+boy

2006-10-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

WAHH am rushing health related like mad now ):
cause my thumbdrive spoilt AND EVERYTHING I DID IN TERM TWO (IN ADVANCE) IS GONE SO MUST RESTART >:/
this shows you that you shouldnt do things in advance GAH ):

okay fine actually i'm not rushing like mad cause am bloggin here (:
GRR and i still have to finish guide board proposal :RUSH RUSH : D

2006-10-13T19:39:00.000-07:00

OH MANN while people are crazing over p!atd, am mad over fob again YAY! : D
a little less sixteen candles, a little more "touch me" ! : D LOVE <3
so say what are you waiting for, KISS HER KISS HER! :D

ohh to gets lou and jol. :D
if dad buys me guitar then lets go on with our band idea k! : D
cause dad says nvm results, if am hardworking can alr HEHEE (;
YAYY!
oh and gets and jol ar, DONT START guitar lessons until i confirm if i can get my guitar k! : D

can i lay in your bed all day,
i'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake

2006-10-13T05:29:00.001-07:00

so dad said if i do well, he'd buy me my guitar and send me for archery and horseback.
: /
which is impossible cause i know i didnt do well.

and im in some eoy patrol called poros -.-
~~its freaking unfair. always the same people.~~

2006-10-11T05:24:00.000-07:00

WHEE check this out! : D
part of my xmen comic collection : D
the two right in the middle are new -grins-
(NOTE: all the covers have either logan / jean on them HAHAH)

went orchard today!
SUPPOSED to go with jolene and gets and lou BUT jolene ditched me GAHH. : /
orchard is XMEN HEAVEN :D
BE VERY JEALOUS :D while browsing i found the limited edition, one series, out of print, super rare, cannot find anywhere else, last copy, super cool with logan angel AND cyke fighting for jean XMEN EVOLUTION COMIC! : D
(yeah thats the one i wanted to steal from the library last year : D )

so
lou and i walked like mad and we got lost in taka -.- cause we couldnt fine the stupid exit.
and we ~~broke our legs~~ trying to walk as purposefully as her! :D
spent 50 on xmen comics alone : /
lou browsed her stupid soccer mags (hey i have nth against soccer but am not too keen on euro xP ) AND she ALMOST walked out of the store while blindly following me reading. ~~too bad the guard didnt arrest her and (:~~

ate long johns AND kfc :/

ME YOU AND DUPREE!
games day tmr.
o.O

WE ARE SOOOO GONNA GET TRASHED.

2006-10-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

logan jean logan jean logan jean YAYYE! :D

"It was painfully clear she'd always been, and always would be his. His Red, his Jeannie, his Darlin', his angel, his rough and tumble playmate between the sheets. His Phoenix, his lover...his life."

YAY WHEE love love :D

finally stole back my mini! (: the first thing im gonna do when i reach my room is to blast the speakers LOUD and listen to my loganjean playlist :D

and one more time;
LOGAN JEAN LOGAN JEAN LOGAN JEAN YAY! (:

oh and some serena blair love too HEH :D

2006-10-08T19:58:00.000-07:00

HANGING BY A MOMENT HERE WITH YOU ;D

WHEE logan jean love is returning FULL FORCE! (:
oh and AHEM if ANYONE wants to buy me a present cause i'm so nice!
XTHREE DVD'S OUT! WAHH!
i got the vcd BUT THE DVD HAS ALTERNATE ENDINGS OMFG.
I REALLY HOPE ONE HAS JEAN AND LOGAN HAPPILY TGT! (:

therefore!
GO GO GO to the nearest cd shop and speed mail x3 dvd to me! :D

(this bit is for the benefit of alicia and faith haha!)
oh yeah on friday was like DISASTEROUS ):
cause stupid coke leak in my bag la like :'(
AND MY PHONE WAS IN THE BAG. :O
LUCKILY! (:
my tigger absorbed most of the DAMAGE haha! (:
so now tiggy's all BROWN and gross ):
and though most of the coke got um. conducted? away by tig', my phone was still partially drenched ):
and the keypad and lcd screen went bonkers ):
BUT! (: sent it to ps for repair and can be collected alr!
as for tigger, washed it four times in boiling water and dethol and..

ITS CLEANER THAN EVER NOW :D
and i decided to rename it. (:
so now tiggy/tig's is now coke/cola!
WHEE! (:

as we go on, we remember
all the times we
had together
and as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be
friends forever :D

I MISS LOUISA WHEE! (:
and lou misses me too! xP

2006-10-04T04:37:00.000-07:00

aooh AWESOME! aooh WOW!
da foursomes's in the house! <3

OH MAN. apparantly I LOOK LIAN :O
meep! with my PI TOU SAN FA hair HAHA.
my how insulting x)

Oh wow whee am MADLY IN LOVE WITH GOSSIP GIRL! SEREEENA AND BLAAAAIR AND NAAATE! <3
: D

yay serena! <3 <3 <3
me and xishi were going mad over SERENA'S TEARS.
<3 :D

oh CONGRATULATE ME :D
i made THREE NEW YU-GI-OH FANS!
xishi jolene beat!
YAY! (:

YAY GOSSIPGIRL <3

2006-10-03T06:36:00.001-07:00

WHEE so like tmr. all eight of us meeting at macs for breakfast! :D

AND OH MAHH GAWWD ~~becky look at her butt~~
during english paper.
I SAW SOMEONE I REALLY DONT WANT TO SEE.
like omg so gross lah!
BRESTPLATES AND TIGHTJEANS? :X
dont know what SHE sees in him!
but oh well if you can look pass the oily face he's really nice and rich :D
TOTE BAGGG HAHAHA! :D
~~what a jerk >: /~~

jie passed on a lot of stuff to me! : D
ASK ME WHAT. okay what?

DARKCHARIZARDjiafeng/ falling into; says:
ADIDAS jacket, PUMA bag, ROXY handbag, NIKE sling times two (one was the one i brought),
CONVERSE handbag, NIKE jacket ETC

if you wanna show some blood, show it from the heart. says:
WAH!

if you wanna show some blood, show it from the heart. says:
NO FAIR!

yes i know youre jealous : D : D
I MISS JOLENE! (:

2006-10-02T04:22:00.000-07:00

YAWN am bored :D
science today was a killer :'(
bio was like WHEE LOVE! <3 but physics was HMM :/ and chem was AKK ;X
haha luckily i had LIONEL THE LUCKY LION on my side x)
and joannas LUCKY STAR! :D
chinese was wayy better than i had hoped though :D

havent started studying for history yet >:/
and stupid joannas influencing me to be TWIITIISH WORRHX!!

iits liike sh0o farnn to tyype liike diish lehhx! sh0oe kewwl and KAWAII derrhx!

:D :D
EEE theres HAZE again. :'(
MY MOM CONFISCATED MY GAMEBOY AGAIN :'( byebye ~~pokemondungeonredrescueteam~~ and yugioh! ):

2006-09-29T04:47:00.000-07:00

WHEE! (:
geog and english today!
despite meanie peanie cassandra joanna xishi charmaine faith saying i surely fail, i think i'll most prob pass, but not v high :D
OH WELL.

HAHA after school was damn funny.
cause poor frail sickly steph was damn faint-ish, so me and steph went to the library to snuggle on the couch while loner joanna used the com.
OKAY. so suddenly when me and steph were all snuggly wuggly, joanna came over. and proposed this REALLY MEAN PLAN.
so me and her left steph sleeping on the couch like some idiot and commenced the plan HAHAHAH.
damn mean!
but was freaking funny, laughing like SIAO. like heeheesnorthahasnort! :D
stupid librarian almost chased us out.

yay moms back! :D

~~knnbnn! :D :D~~

2006-09-27T04:35:00.000-07:00

am freaking DEAD, i didnt know eoys geog starting on friday.
o.O
so i didnt study.
AND NOW I GOT TWO DAYS TO CHIONG 50 CHAPTERS. o.O

but yet am slacking here -.-
YAWN AM BORED.
and what do people do when they're bored?
they do lame quizzes :D
eg.

You need to score 30 and below to be an angel.
1. smoked before [ ]

2. drunk alcohol before [ ]

3. slept with someone of the opposite sex [x]
sleep with sleep with, not sleep with.

.4. slept with someone of the same sex [x]
sleep with sleep with, not sleep with.

5. gotten into any fights [x]
what would life be w/o fights -.-

6. kissed someone of the opposite sex [x]
daddd? OH stephs turtle :D

7. kissed someone of the same sex [x]
blow kisses! (:

8. had someone in your room of the opposite sex [x]
wth -.-

9. scolded vulgarities [xxxxxxxxxx]
with joanna around ar... xD

10. bought porn [ LALALA me to know and you to find out lmao xP ]

11. take drugs before [x]
medicine

12. hate going to the doctor's [x]

13. lied to your parents [xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx]

14. lied to a friend [xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx]
if i get one CENT for every joke i pull or thing i lie ar, STEPHANIE BROKE LIAO LAHS.

15. snuck out of the house [x]
go buy milk! (:

16. done something illegal [x]
JAYWALK! :D

17. cut yourself [x]
i fell on a piece of glass :'( PERMENANT SCAR >: /

18. hurt someone[x]

19. wished someone to die [x]
MY BRAND NEW GAMEBOY POKEMON DUNGEON RED RESCUE TEAM THIEF. >; \ >;/

20. seen someone die [ ]

21. missed curfew [x]
fei hua. -.-

22. stayed up all night [x]

23. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself [x]
rocky ROADDD! (;

24. been to a therapist [ ]
whats a therapist? -.-

25. been to a rehab [ ]

26. dyed your hair [x]
streaked my fringe red like jean grey before HAHA :D

27. received a ticket [x]
fei hua again you think i dont watch movie ar -.-

28. been in a wreck [x]
my rooms a wreck (:

29. been to a club [x]

30. been to a bar [x]

31. been to a wild party [x]

32. seen the Mardi Gras [ ]
wtf is a mardi grass, -.-

33. had a fight [x]

34. had a spring break in florida [ ]

35. sniffed anything [x]
orange bowl! (:

36. wore black nail polish [x]

37. wore wristbands [x]

39. wore black eyeliner [ ]

40. own a 50 cent cd [?]
jie have :D

41. hugged someone of the opposite sex. [x]

42. hugged someone of the same sex. [x]

43. gone out with someone of the same sex. [x]
what a retarded question -.-

44. gone out with someone of the opposite sex [x]

45. stole something [x]

46. been too drunk to remember anything [ ]

47. blacked out [?]
yeah all my pokemon died and "spyke whited out."

48. fainted [ ]

49. had a crush on your neighbour[ ]

50. had someone else snuck into your room [x]

51. snuck into someone else's room [x]

52. had a crush on someone of the same sex [xxx]
:D :D :D lalala.

53. had gone and watched movies with friends [x]

54. dry humped someone [x]
I RIDE IGALLOP! XD

55. been called a slut. [x]
no thanks to clique -.-

56. called someone a slut [x]
again no thanks to clique

57. installed speakers in your car [ ]
yup i do have a car.

58. broke a mirror [ ]

59. showered at someone of the opposite sex's house [x]

60.brushed your teeth with someone else's brush [x]

61.consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper [ ]

62.seen an R rated movie in theaters [ ]

63.gone out with friends to the mall [x]

64. skipped school [x]

65.had an eating disorder [ ]

66. had hurt yourself before [x]

67. gone to court [x]
-jiafengthegreat runs into the court, stunning the cheering crowds with a layup shot, thus earning lijie, joanna, chloe, faith, alicia and steph's team a goal! (: -

68. walked out of a restaurant without paying [x]
i dont pay my dad pay -.-

69. caught something on fire [x]
:D PHOENIX. <3

70. lied about your age [x]
its like a MUST when online gaming right like -.-

71. owned an apartment [x]
HABBO HOTEL with my HABBO CLUB MACHINE and SHADOWFANG the dog (:

72. cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend[x]
boyfriend no, girlfriend yes :D

73. cheated with someone [x]

74. got in trouble with the police [ ]

75. talked to a stranger [x]

76. hugged a stranger [ ]

77. kissed a stranger [ ]

78. rode in the car with a stranger [ ]

79. been sexually harassed [x]
crazy la EVERYDAY MUAHHAAH XD

80. been verbally harassed [x]
same as above (:

81. met face to face with someone you met online [x]

82. stayed online for 12 hours straight [x]
when i was crazy over sims2 ):

83. talked on the phone for more than 6 hours[x]

84. watched TV for 12 hours straight [ ]

85. been to a fair [x]

86. been called a bad influence [ ]

87. cursed [x]

88. prank called someone [x]

89. laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex [x]

90. cheated on a test [x]

91. cheated on homework [x]

92. held hands with someone of the opposite sex [x]

93. want to be dead [ ]

94. cut yourself before [x]
remember when i crashed into the glass and my PERMENANT SCAR? -.-

95. hate yourself [ ]

96. had a crush on someone 10 years older than you [x]
YAYY POLD____I! :D :D

97. *NOT VALID*
thanks for explaining this question.

98. worn eyeliner [ ]

99. skinny dipped [ ]

100. laughed at someone who was seriously hurt [x]

total score: 68/100.
WAHH AM SO ANGELIC AR :D

2006-09-25T05:59:00.000-07:00

EKK OMG OMG : D
ERAGONS GONNA BECOME A MOVIE! <3
yay dragons! <3
srsly, DAMN COOL! :D
go buy the book, its love xP
OMG OMG OMG (:
AHHH I LOVE DRAGONS <3

YAY SAPHIRA AND ERAGON <3
http://youtube.com/watch?v=dWHxfmfZZjs

2006-09-24T05:38:00.000-07:00

fuck, its bleeding official.

so i stood alone in the balcony, when you came over.
"take care of yourself"
and there, then we had our very first ~~and last~~ heart to heart.
i dont know, i just asked you things i would never have dared.
you answered them all.
i never do talk to you, but tonight..
we never talk to each other, yet tonight you told me something you had never told anyone.
and i swear i will keep it secret. <3

and to you, i gave away my very first real hug.
take care.

and i wish i could stop crying for just 5 seconds.

2006-09-24T02:22:00.000-07:00

4 more days );

and its hard, knowing that in two hours you'll be gone from the house, gone from singapore, gone from my life.
i regret never cherishing and appreciating you until you had to leave. an suddenly, all the memories of the times we shared just came flooding back.
really have no idea what will happen when i dont get to see you for a span of three years, no idea what will happen when i finally see you again.
no more math tutor,
no more jiayan,
no more jie. :'(

yeah we pretty much hate each other :D
but that don't mean i don't love ya <3

you will be missed,
I LOVE YOU. :D

2006-09-16T22:42:00.000-07:00

HOLY CRAP 12 more days to eoy : O
anyway! (:

SAVERS DIGIVICE (ic) RELEASED IN JAPAN ALR : D
omg the new ic can be connected to the internet for battles via infrared :O
and is able to scan digital devices' shockwaves :D
should be around s$50. :D

so that plus my reserved dungeon red is like 55+50 = 105 ):

and if i lived in jap this would be the first movie i catch : D

SAVERS MOVIE! : D

and this is the ic :D looks like ipod mini right ;D

and this is for jolene. pokemon pearl and diamond xP

and dont believe that dungeon red rocks? : D

:D completely beats this dont it xP

LIKE LOL HEEHE ; D
and i have no idea why i bother to kill my computer by uploading irrelavant images only like jolene actuallys sees probably xP

;WHEE i've hit the 300 mark ;D

2006-09-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

"The birds are the last free creatures on earth. Everything else has been captured and tamed and enslaved - tigers behind bars of the zoos, lions stared by crowds in the safari parks, men and women in houses like matchboxes working in factories that are like prisons. Only the birds are free and can take off and fly away into space when they like."

"I suppose that's why i love them - for their freedom, which we don't have. Perhaps I would also like to leave all - all this ugliness we've made on earth and fly with them."

;D ;D

i miss guides ):
heee :D

ystd steph and alicia came over and we cried watching the mtv for kiss cause i'm a girl (or smth) on youtube.
srsly go watch WILL CRY ONE. damn freaking sad ):
chinese paper was urm revolting? didnt know how to read half the words like how to even do please. in the end me steph faith alicia phina cass went toilet.
GOSSIP SESSION HEE XP
then went back and charmaine told me the answers for one passage! YAY! <3
yawn this is a random post cause am bored and have no motivation to study and dont know what to study anyway.

unlike jolene's whos mugging hard ):
SIGH.

2006-09-12T05:52:00.000-07:00

HEEE SEC TWO LVL PRESENT :D

YAY!
PUMA BAGGG!! :D LOVE

anyway, went DAMN HYPER with steph jo faith during recess lah HAHA. cause was claiming am a FREESTYLE RAPPER XD so steph gave me the topic CAKE and made me rhyme a rap/song.

AND I DID! <3

made a catchy tune, funky beat and low husky voice HOHO. with dance steps for the first part! xD

der-dam; -snap-dam, dam, -snap- dam

der-dam; -snap-dam, five; six; seven eight!

cake has frosting (frosting)

very icy frosting (frosting)

cake has eggs, (eggs)

LETS BAKE AN EGGY CAKE (me faith and stephs fave line xP )

cake has cream (cream!)

cream that makes you beam (beam!)

cake has salt (salt)
but dont add a lot!

add some butter (butter)

butter in the batter! (batter)

AND BLAH BLAH. sounds damn CORNY here but when you add in MY tune its DAMN CATCHY LAH. a bit had like everyone ~~singing~~ hollaring my rap by the end of recess HAHAH >:D srsly! :D we publicised our song! xP

sang to jol phina char cass sancia xishi alicia lijie AND MORE XP

and now everyones singing it HOHO :D

so ENCOURANGED by the sucess of our first song, ME AND STEPH A ND FAITH came up w ANOTHER HAHAR. okay fine they each wrote one line i wrote the rest xD

WARNING: QUITE sick. dont like, dont read. :D

me; steph: beautiful beautiful, beautiful beautiful
beautiful beautiful, beautiful beautiful

steph: beautiful panty, beautiful bra

beautiful underwear, ah ah ah (yeah sorry steph gave the topic bra xD )

jiafeng: (rap) your bra's so red lain strewn on the bed
your hips so big and your arse so great
your sexy blouse gets me oh-so aroused

-CENSORED- too sick!

and -

steph: beautiful panty, beautiful bra
beautiful underwear, ah ah ah

jiafeng: (rap) your hands so thin and your legs so long

your blouse undone and your jeans long gone

your bra's still lyin-g on the bed (we HAD to use the topic bra what HAHA XD)

and looking at it i smiled and said -

steph: beautiful panty, beautiful bra
beautiful underwear, ah ah ah

HAHA :D :D

YAY. xishi shall upload video of our song on youtube soon xP

AND SMTH DAMN FUNNY HAPPENED.

thanks to joannatanmeikee.

cause ordered orangebowl for lunch. and said
"uncle ba mao guotiaomien tang bu yao la jiao bu yao taogei"

and joanna was like WALAO you a lot of requirements hor. and she messed up my order by shouting:

uncle wo huan wo yao HEN DUO la jiao.

and i was like WTF NONONO WO BU YAO LAJIAO, SHEN ME DOU BU YAO!

and the uncle gave me... -.-

guotiaomien. as in JUST the mee. no soup, no meat, no oil nth.

was like WALAO WTH. and the uncle said: ni shuo ni shen me dou bu yao mah.

LIKE DIAOOO WALAO HAHA! xP so stuuupid jo was laughing like some maniac.

FACT OF THE DAY:

lijie is the SALIVA WOMAN. she laugh until she DROOLED TWICE OMG OMG LMAO XP

2006-09-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

-is pissed-

walao what the fuck is your problem la.
i lend you my computer for two weeks, when it comes back it has COFFEE STAINS on it for god's sake. like wtf seriously.
and my U key is spoilt??! like thank goodness i fixed it by taking my nametag and pokepokepoking the underside of the U key. and a bit i found this tiny GEAR rolling out of the notebook la like srsly. wtf.
and mysterious black stains and un-rub-offable dirt is like all over my keyboard now. GROSS.
and my mouse is OILY and my monitor has SMEARS of thumbprints. >; /

and a bit i alr told you to NOT EAT while using my com la.
>:/

2006-09-07T00:39:00.000-07:00

hm.
WHAT DAY IS IT TODAY?

lets see.
its thursday;
its september 07;

ITS JOLENE'S SPECIAL DAY :D

happy birthday jolene! <3

haha! may all your wishes and dreams come true and hope ya get loads of presents ~~and are nice enough to share with me! :D~~

oh i hope i didnt get the day wrong. it IS jol's bday right xP

2006-09-06T02:33:00.000-07:00

yay thanks louisa for telling me 15 guides emails YAY :D

i realised that for the whole of this holidays, i only studied twice ):
bio <3 and geog. : /
okay more specifically, ONE chapter of bio ( <3 <3 again ) and three geog (:

then tomorrow am going club mediterranean until monday morning and then bye holidays and hello prelims. -.-
MY MATHS IS GONNA DIE ):

okay dont need just maths la. basically everything (sides maybe english and science haha) will like faint and die and quiver and wither away while lying dead on the floor.

lalala and just spent 6 hours playing this STUPID GAME.
where i took SO LONG to breed the most power monster AND THEN the GAME WAS DELETED like omf : O

nvm shall have fun bungee jumping and horseback riding and rockwalling and all that shit at club med first <3

HEE :D

you know what am starting to hate my eoy timer too -.-
HAHA xD

oh oh oh RANDOM FACT :D
HEALING HANDS IS DARN NICE. <3
whee! the girls are quite pretty and the guys are darn cute xP

-resolves to study all of bio by tonight! HEE quoting lou, start with the one you like best :D-
BIO IT IS <3

2006-09-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

:D
starting anew, ask me for my email <3

supernicejoanna! gave me 30 emails YAY <3
so now twograce ppl all re-added, left guides : D

2006-09-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

kay this one's for jolene (:
cause i keep irritating her w my frantic phonecalls abt noone selling gold/silver/crystal anymore haha. oh btw am buying pokemon gold/silver/crystal, anyone have SELL ME :D
anyway!
omgomg NEWEST EVER.

pokemon diamond and pearl <3> electrabuzz -> THIS STRANGE NEW FORM.

meep shall post the three starters and the box covers another time, MY PHOTOBUCKET IS DOWN ):

got a damn bad feeling the new game's for gbds only like OMG. : /
i want gbsp, gbds or gbmicro! <3

2006-09-04T04:16:00.000-07:00

OH MY I WANT POKEMON CHAOS BLACK AND QUARTZ! :D :D
check it!

heehee the starter for fire, FLAON xP

and i think THIS evolution is TOO CUTE FOR WORDS :D

firegg; embaby; tyradino

sigh the quality looks bad here but its actually as good as firered/leafgreen (:
oh well xP
oh mann they're not selling crystal anymore >:/
jolene! SELL TO ME (:

TO JOLENE GWEE: hello am talking to you now. TELL YOU SMTH. THIS GAME IS TOTALLY FAKE WAHAHAH. didnt tell you that on the phone but now you know WAHAHAHHA.

2006-09-03T18:57:00.000-07:00

AKK HAVE BEEN HACKED : O
haha i THINK so xP

sigh havent came online for a mere TWO days and when i come back on, my email's been hacked o.O
eep for some weird reason dont feel too sad though xP

BLAH i just realised smth ar.
my friendster everything how -.-
okay nvm : /

SHALL CREATE A NICER MORE MATURE-NAMED EMAIL :DDD
either that or go find out my old pass (:

2006-09-01T20:49:00.000-07:00

:D :D
am gonna tackle physics <3
without lou HAHA.

this is cool (:

light, defined as part of the electromagnetic spectrum that can be detected by the human eye.

-imagines jol's astounded and pissed face while whining abt my socalled SUPER MEMORY and BIG BRAIN :D -